Sunday, April 24, 2005

 

[Dishwalla - Every Little Thing]

before you carry on reading.. for those
who don't want to read about me
complaining.. please feel free to leave
this space..

for don't know how many consecutive
weekends.. I'm stuck in the house in
the day.. only to be able to go out
during the night.. for this.. people who
doesn't know what's going on.. will
think that I'm party freak.. which I'm
seriously not..

I'm not running away from the fact
that it's my share of responsibility
to take care of my dad.. I don't mind
staying at home to look after him..
but why can't he do the same too??
whereas my mum and sister are
busy with their work.. there are
seldom weekends that are available
for people who work in sales.. I do
understand this.. as I've done that
before.. but why is he an undergrad..
who got so much of time.. rather go
out spending time with his friends..
attending mass at the church when
he isn't even a full fledge Christian???

why can't he give some time for the
family?? given that our dad is not
in the best of health now??

I'm not complaining that I don't have
time for me to go out.. some of my
weekends are spend entirely at home
in the past too.. but why can't he be
a little more responsible towards our
family??

honestly speaking.. I don't put much
hope on him to take care of our
parents in the future.. his attitudes
towards recent happenings really
can predict it all.. it's a fact that is
not only made by myself..

if anyone of you wanted to drown me
with those philosopy of looking at the
bright side of life.. or any of such..
don't even bother to.. because philosopy
never feeds a hungry person.. and you
are lucky to be not in my shoe.. lastly..
I'm always looking at the bright side
of life.. so bright that.. I almost gone
blind looking at it.. so bright.. that I
can't even see what lies ahead of me..

if grudges can transform into another
source of energy.. the world might not
face insufficient energy fuel in times
to come..

hmm.. 4.30pm.. shall use this remainder
time for the weekend to rearrange all
my drawers and cupboards.. it's getting
messy again.. =D

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/24/2005 04:03:00 PM
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