escaping mundanity & normalcy..

Sunday, April 10, 2005

[exhausted.. yet relieved..]

hopefully there will be no more hospital
trips in near future.. speaking of that..
I'm going for my physiotheraphy this
coming Wednesday.. -_-"

unknown to many.. as I don't think it's
something to spread about.. it's just
that my dad was admitted into the
hospital again.. the second time since
Good Friday.. this time is due to
anxiety.. it was really lucky that it
wasn't as serious as the first.. anyway..
he is home now.. as the doctor had give
him the go ahead after thorough medical
examination.. really ease my mind a
little.. also means I can don't need to
make my way down all the way from
Boon Lay to Outram daily anymore..

somehow or rather.. I'm quite
disappointed with my brother.. for
being so.. nevermind.. if he choose to
do what he want.. there's nothing I
can do also.. he is not a kid anymore..

quite a number of people were asking
about my MSN nick recently.. due to
the totally lost and aimless that I've
place beside my name.. I'm pretty
fine actually.. during certain stage of
life.. people will tend to feel this way
after they had been through certain
situations.. the reason I didn't remove
it for the past couple of weeks.. perhaps
will be staying on for quite some time
too.. is because.. I want to keep it as
a reminder to myself.. until I really
figure out the answer to my questions
in my mind.. any guiding light that I'll
need along the way.. possibly will only
be mine own.. helps from others will
indeed make the path easier.. but it's
better to find my own way.. as there's
no other person that really knows me
better than myself.. am I wrong?? =p

well.. sometimes.. I don't really know
myself well too.. contradicting hur?
hahaha.. that's me.. for being indecisive..
contradicting.. and procrastinating..
isn't indecisive and procrastinating
about the same meaning?? =p

ah.. weekend.. other than fetching my
dad home from hospital.. I meet up
with Ah Wee (finally back from Udon
Thani..), Adeline, Benson, Mei, Leonard,
Suzie and Heng to go XingZhi's family
fish farm for BBQ.. pretty enjoyable
evening.. perhaps it's partly because
of the earlier matter.. ease my mind..
Ah Wee and Benson bought new phone
earlier.. Motorola Razr V3.. cool isn't it?
everyone is changing for better phones..
am I going to change one too?? if only
I got the ability to change one now..
facing the fact.. I should be happy with
what I'm having now.. although I've a
liking for O2 XDA II Mini.. another cool
gadget on market lately.. but it has kind
of irk me a little.. as there were so many
people around my company holding this
PDA phone.. hmm.. someone is just being
a little jealous over here.. (hey.. I'm just
another ordinary guy ok..?)

as I've already said about my financial
management in the earlier post.. I've to
start from scratch to learn to save up
more.. in order to acquire whichever
liabilities that itches my heart.. =p
or perhaps I should stop reading up
on new gadgets.. hahaha..

well.. time for dinner.. someone just
told me that having dinner after 9pm
will get fat.. hahaha.. well.. it's more
likely that we should not have my
dinner at least 3 hours before I turn
in.. so that my body have sufficient
time to digest my food.. =)

sounds logical?? knowledgable?? =D
that's for reading up on facts that are
interesting and useful frequently..

I need to find my guiding light..
who can lend me a matchstick?

Take CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/10/2005 08:15:00 PM

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