escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[still sick..]
[still foolishly incurable..]
[still listening to Qi Li Xiang..]

okies.. i'm back.. still the same.. running nose is bothering
me.. but at least i visited the doctor in the morning during
work.. got some medicines.. just took on cold tablet after my
dinner.. yes.. just.. i'm use to have my dinner late anyway..

one thing for sure.. she still didn't know i'm admiring her
secretly.. well.. since it's secretly.. of course she doesn't
know.. what an idiot.. i'm saying about myself.. don't feel
offended.. if you think you are one.. i'm mean no harm..
okies.. almost wanted to leak out the secret earlier.. but
deep in my heart.. i remind myself it's not the right time
to say this thing.. as she is still fresh from the emotional
scar..

even if it means there might be no beginning to start
something between the two of us.. i'll still be there for her
always.. especially during this period of time..

she is the much sought after Princess..
i'm the lowly Court Jester.. performing
silly acts to make people laugh.. felt her
sadness within.. i'm far cry from thousands
of Prince Charming out there.. but still
i'll perform dutifully to see her smiles and
laughters.. enough to warm my heart..
heal the pain beneath..
a fool..

i think the medicine is beginning to take effect.. felt a bit
of drowsy now.. but still very much conscious.. nothing can
stop this feeling i guess.. even if i've a sincere and loyal
heart.. will i be able to compete against the looks and riches?
okies.. maybe the riches.. at least.. i believe she is not someone
who will be so materialistic.. as for the looks.. beauties and
beaus are meant for each other.. how much chance will i
stand?? i really don't know.. haiz..

wrote most of my stuffs happening around the week last
night.. only left what's happen today to write about.. went
to work even though i'm still dripping like a untighten tap..
felt much better after taking the cold tablet from the doctor..
but it's just temporary relief.. at least better than none..

have to meet my bubbly insurance agent, Candy, after work..
saw Leonard.. he knocking off too.. ask him to give me a ride
to Jurong Interchange.. hee.. first time pillion his bike.. quite
comfortable.. because of the box behind.. can relax one side
and enjoy my sight seeing.. notice something along the way
to my drop off point.. how come Mercs like to jam brake??
quite a couple of incident happen along the way.. nevermind
if the traffic is slow.. or heavy vehicles in front.. but went the
traffic is quite clear.. jammed brake for what?? still talk on
the phone somemore.. haiz.. rich people.. poor attitude..

nevermind.. finally reach and meet her.. sign the declaration
form for my hearing problem.. yeah.. i'm suffering from partial
hearing impaired since primary school.. i lost my hearing on
the left side.. all thanks to a single tight slap granted by my
form teacher then..

sign the declaration form and went to take bus 97 home.. many
thoughts run in my mind during the trip.. especially near certain
area of the journey.. since the thoughts keep running.. and i'm
not feeling well.. i didn't manage to catch any.. but don't worry..
once i'm recovered.. see how fast they can run.. hahahaha.. i might
not be fast.. but i will not give up without a fight.. :p

That's the GESSIANs spirit!!

hahaha.. familiar with that?? my dear buddies.. miss those good
old days.. really glad we are still in such close contact with each
other after so many years.. countless of birthday celebrations..
visit to Wet & Whistle.. the Sunday basketball court soccer which
rarely occurs.. hope this stays forever.. buddies!!

well.. don't know why.. even though i keep repeating the song..
i still haven't find it irritating.. find the lyrics quite interesting
personally.. although Qi Li Xiang also means Chicken Parsons..
one of the most favourite snacks for Taiwanese.. it's not that
gruesome as it sound loh.. anyway.. if you don't get it.. Chicken
Parsons = Chicken Backside.. :p

hmm.. haiz.. forget it.. there are something that comes into my
mind.. but shall not put it here.. just want to be truely, madly
and deeply wish that she will get over it soon.. :)

got to end here.. if not, my keyboard will be drowned by the
mucus dripping down from my nose.. hehehe.. yucks!!!
i've problem taking my hand of this keyboard now.. help me??

See ya!!

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一迭
几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶像诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/11/2004 08:56:00 PM