escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[childish..]

i don't want to grow up!!! hahaha.. really loh.. deep in
my heart.. i really wish i'm back in my school days with
my friends again.. regardless back to secondary school
or poly.. this two stage meant a lot to me..

still feel stress at work.. but still alright loh.. a little bit
of stress won't kill me right??

what really bothers is the politics loh.. hee.. again.. what
we experienced in school time is just superficial compare
to what i'm experiencing now.. snakes no longer only have
2 heads.. they come in multiple heads.. multiplying their
amount as and when they like it.. hahaha.. scary hor??
what's my weapon against these long and slimmy thing??
my "gong gong" smile loh.. that's what i do best for the
pass quarter of a century.. act blur.. hahaha.. so as to ward
off any misunderstanding.. stepping into any mess won't
do me any good.. why bother to get involve?? hehe.. my
own logic to these problems..

Monday.. took no pay leave.. instead of having sufficient
rest on off days.. i seems like getting more tired.. actually
took it because of my driving test in the morning.. wake
up at 5am.. earlier than my usual time.. reach Bukit Gombak
at around 7am.. go for another round of practise before the
test.. finally the test.. well.. personally i think i've done my
best.. in my mind.. i know that if i pass, it's only due to luck
on my side.. that's why.. i FAILED!!! hahaha.. and i'm not
sad over it.. because i really feel i shouldn't pass yet.. score
a high of 40 points.. but did not get any immediate failures..
at least i keep a clean sheet over that circles.. hahaha.. some
achievements over bad results..

went to the dentist to fill my tooth.. accidentally break my
old fillings the night before.. got a hole in one of my tooth..
kind of fun letting water flow in between it.. hahaha.. ok.. i
know i'm childish.. :p thought only need to fill up one tooth..
but in the end.. there are 3 of them.. really burn a hole in my
wallet for that..

rest a while at home after that before meeting my friends
for a swim.. need to tan my skin a bit more.. kind of fade
away.. not very sunny.. didn't really up to expectation.. so
just swim more loh.. maybe a trip to Sunset Bay might be
more efficient.. hehehe..

meet my cute insurance agent in the evening.. comparing
to my other agent.. she is very bubbly loh.. hehe.. went
down to Orchard to meet her and sign up for the policy..
some might think it's a waste of money.. why get myself
financially strained by these insurance?? well.. for me.. i
think i'm making a long term investment loh.. something
bank can't give me in the same amount of time.. will be
meeting her again next month for policy confirmation..

reach home pretty tired.. drop onto my bed quite early..
with my mind already switched off long ago.. hahaha..

Tuesday.. went back to work after a longer break.. get
back to the hectic pace of work again.. feel so tired the
whole day.. can't seems to open my eyes fully the whole
day.. as usual.. OT again.. i think my supervisor is mad..
keep asking me come back to work on Saturdays and
Sundays.. as for Saturdays.. i still can compromise a bit..
but Sundays?? No Way!!! i will go mad from work if i'm
going to work like this.. i need breaks from work.. no
matter how much money i can earn.. i still need times
for my family.. friends.. and also S.H.E if i have one..
hehehe..

Wednesday.. yah.. another Wednesday.. my most
beloved day of the week.. weekend is coming again..
yeah.. hahaha.. OT as usual.. thought that my stuffs
at Epson is complete.. but i was wrong.. just when
one part is completely.. another situation arise.. have
to go down to the warehouse again tomorrow.. haiz..

ok.. one major thing down.. my driving test.. now is
the next major thing.. will be celebrating National
Day on this coming Friday and Sunday.. hahaha.. no
lah.. i'm not that patriotic lah.. i'm celebrating My
Day.. but still have to work.. no choice.. i'm still under
probation.. 5 more months to go.. sian.. wonder how
will the weekend be like.. hopefully i'm concious.. :p

that's all for today folks.. shall post again soon..
TaKe CaRE!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 7/28/2004 09:59:00 PM