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[Beverly Craven - Promise Me] troubled.. what will you do when you found that you have a slight different perception with majority of the people around? those that you often mingled with.. follow the crowd? or hold on to your own? choosing the latter.. looks odd one out.. but in personal term.. holding on to my own.. I see a long term goal archieving.. perhaps I find something that keeps me going.. while they have other thoughts.. perhaps being slightly older than the rest of them.. I understand the need to change.. the need to accept.. perhaps it's because they are young.. they can afford to make mistakes.. where they have less worries losing what they have.. perhaps it's because I'm afraid of losing what I'm having now.. this fear has actually built the determination to work hard.. yet slowly ostracise from the others.. my boss came to have a little pep talk with two of my fellow colleagues and me this afternoon.. something encouraging.. which I'm pretty happy about.. receiving feedbacks from different level of personnels in the department.. good.. "you guys are heading on the right track.. keep up the good work. influence the others with the attitude.. not the other way round.." this seems to be serve as a reminder to us.. which I kind of understand.. because the three of us had already set a benchmark for others to follow.. but the problem is.. of the three of us.. only I am looking forward on a longer term in this place.. and like the others.. the two of them are not prepare to see that as a goal.. wonder.. by next August.. how many of the current clique still be together..?? changes do happen.. don't they? =) on a lighter note.. I'm edging closer to achieve what I set out to.. on the right track.. next on.. been feeling weird lately.. sudden inability to speak up.. the flood of thoughts.. uncontrollable.. hesistation.. things just seems to jumble up.. then jumps in all direction.. to simplify it.. just plain messy.. the above paragraph can be ignored.. because I don't seems to understand what I write too.. deep in the thoughts of certain someone.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 3/29/2006 10:14:00 PM |
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