escaping mundanity & normalcy..

Sunday, March 12, 2006

[张惠妹 - 我要快乐？]

for more than a decade ago.. I reached the
summit of Bukit Timah Hill.. physically
drained.. and filthy.. on the plus side.. it's
fun to do all the foolish stuffs way back in
our secondary school days..

today.. even though wasn't really in a good
physical condition.. legs kind of feeling sore
when I wake up in the morning.. but still
manage to complete the hike without much
effort.. perhaps been mentally prepared
actually helps a lot..

it's a good form of exercise for every once
in a while.. but I doubt will have another
hike in recent.. as most of them are pretty
shagged out after descended..

went IT Show again yesterday to get my
wireless router.. which had already set up
by my brother.. finally get to multi-task
between watching TV and surfing the web
at the same place liao.. and no longer a
need to fight for a computer.. when each
of us have one of our own now..

have anyone ever thought of actually, how
many sides do you actually have? or in
another term.. personalities..? I always
believe everyone have multiple personalities..
each personality performs on it's very own
stage.. the one that is most suitable.. typically,
the personalities between work and social
life.. they don't usually meet..

another type which is also quite common
between peoples.. the personality you show
with different types of people.. in serious
cases.. this might be branded as hypocrisy..
but at certain extend.. this is deem necessary..

then which is your true personality?? well..
this might not be applied to all.. but quite for
myself.. is the personality I feel comfortable..
laidback.. where personal defense level is at
extremely low..

the will to win is in everyone's mind.. the will
to compete.. the will to succeed.. thus, come
comparisons.. when everyone try means and
ways to outwit each other in the rat race..

too eager to perform may sometimes backfired..
I've tasted once or twice.. or perhaps upteen
times.. that's why I muster the courage to use
3 words many people forget or afraid to use..

"I don't know"

some people might feel their dignity been hurt
by using these 3 words.. but there's a single
word that people feel gutted just to say it out..

"Sorry"

admitting a mistake is not really a big deal..
cast the pride or dignity aside..

through mistakes we learnt..

I've seen and getting tired of seeing others
trying very hard to impress others.. to get
recognised.. but we can't possibly dictate
over their behavior right?

I hope I can remember at times.. not to
take my pride and dignity too hard.. the
harder may falled..

this remind me of something ash wrote on
her blog some time back..

"when you have less expectations..
you'll have less disappoints.."

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 3/12/2006 03:55:00 PM

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