escaping mundanity & normalcy..

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

[李圣杰 - 听,我爱你]

got a late called from my colleague to
cover for another at work last Saturday..
because one of them is on MC.. sounds
pretty normal of me right? haha.. always
report back to work on weekends.. and
always in lack of sleep condition.. =p

was out with my friends for singing till
pretty late.. thinking that, having the
whole of next day free.. don't need to
worry about not getting sufficient sleep..
not till this fateful call.. that wakes my
greed to earn more.. hehe..

well.. felt pretty bad.. for missing out the
trip to Si Huan for seafood.. missed the
chance to savour good food again.. haiz..
what to do.. work come first at this time..

it's my off days again.. but there'll be a
team building program on coming Friday..
some sort of full day program at Camp
David.. opposite Ngee Ann Poly.. I don't
feel good hearing the word "Camp".. guess
I'm not the only one.. I knew some of the
guys are already complaining.. thinking of
ways to escape this thing.. hahaha..

spent the whole day switching between
this laptop and the TV.. don't really feel
like going out.. a good way to curb myself
from spending without any control.. =p

my sister's birthday is coming soon.. she
is holding a chalet this time round.. well..
her 21st mah.. I had 1 on mine too.. still
thinking of what to get for her.. but got
something in mind.. not going to write it
here.. in case she "dropped by" again..

suddenly.. it seems to me.. I got to write
down every single thing that I wanted to
buy.. and prioritize them accordingly..
else.. I might end up with an account that
is empty again..

yesterday was a busy day for me.. my
shift leader went back home to rest after
getting 2 days MC from the clinic.. all of
a sudden.. my supervisor begin to look
for me.. attend meeting.. find out about
plans and schedules.. following up on a
couple of agendas.. felt the pressure on
my back.. afraid to make any mistakes..
not that I'm scare of getting scold.. who
likes to be scolded anyway?? I'm scared
of jeopardizing my performance.. future
of me working in this company.. largely
depends on my performance during this
2 years.. I'm the type that can work for
long hours.. to complete assigned tasks..
but I know I'm someone who does not
show leadership.. something that should
consider an important criteria.. as one
climb higher up on the corperate ladder..

perhaps it's really true.. when a person
grows older.. he/she starts to become
more careful about losing.. especially if
the item become so important to them..
a.k.a wealth or personal status.. the more
they try to cling onto it.. by all means..
it's human nature I guess..

a question that I hate to ask myself..
What should I do tomorrow???

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 2/21/2006 11:45:00 PM

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