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[Eminem - Stan] seems like years since I last had home cooked food.. simple plate of noodles.. felt so much different from the meals I had for the past few weeks.. had not been updating this space for a period of time.. getting rather busy with my work.. a dead routine of going off to work and coming back home to sleep.. on the hind sight.. the upgrading within the flat has completed.. not the block.. left with some rewiring of the electricals.. have not been meeting up with friends.. losing touch with my past routines.. now having my off day seems very much a strange feeling.. aimless.. perhaps I've already got use with working.. and having restdays that are usually different from the norm.. and an opposite biological body clock.. truely amaze many.. I'm not really sure is it because I become much more money driven.. or I really into my current job.. or am I trying to numb myself off something else.. I just find that going to work keeps me occupied.. came to term with what's being haunting me for a few months.. letting go.. gives my mind a dutiful rest.. very much refreshed.. where a straight face can be easily bended to the curve of smile.. much happier.. over the weeks.. many things had changes.. happens.. progresses.. of some.. which I did not really anticipated.. somehow.. I feel that I need to keep an analytical and clear mind.. impulsiveness to be examed.. don't wish to make the same mistake again.. called me a coward as you might.. but I'm really scared.. a holiday break this year may not be much neccessary.. perhaps a fruitful one on the next.. unwinding.. recharged.. somehow got a new nickname in work.. one of my colleague keep singing this whenever he sees me.. talking with the operators.. "Casper.. the friendly ghost.." I like working without restriction of ranks.. makes the job done easier.. creating a much happier working environment.. it helps when the age gap is not really that wide.. although I'm older than most of them.. loves working night shift.. freedom to roam.. working with ease.. peacefulness where we usually couldn't sense during the day.. how I wish this could be permanent.. friends.. all my friends.. are truely missed.. all works and no other activities.. makes a dull life.. looking towards weekend.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/27/2005 08:44:00 PM |
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