escaping mundanity & normalcy..

Sunday, September 04, 2005

[finding comfort in pain..?]

hee.. that comes from the lyrics of Tears and
Rain by James Blunt.. for weeks.. I'm hooked
on this song.. of course with a few others as
well.. somehow.. the lyrics make me feel so
mesmerised.. so much.. that the tune keeps
humming inside my head..

the sense of distrust seems to be heightening
of late.. maybe it's something in-built inside
human's mind.. in this case.. particularly to
the mens.. the bond of friendship.. perhaps..
not really a close one.. for years.. for real.. can
be easily shattered by lust.. maybe it's too
serious a word to use.. till I think of a better..

being the innocent party.. to be accused of
something that is totally outrageous.. deem
impossible to happen to oneself.. often left
speechless and helpless when thrown upon..
one that I've gone thru some times back.. all
but to laugh it off.. damages done.. what is to
be done to make amendment.. will never be
able to erase it off totally.. Lies.. if you could..

it's an one off experience.. that I would never
want to go thru again.. but often.. Life doesn't
always agree with your propositions..

this time round.. I felt so tired to make any
form of explainations to pacifiy this situation..
as it is my freedom to get to know another
person as a friend.. purely.. if gossips and hear-
says create or be heard.. and choosen to let
your vinegar charged brain to do the thinking..
be it the one who hear or the one who spread..
I'm just one of 2 Millions over mens in this little
country.. and never to forget billions out there..

distortions can be amended.. never fully.. but
never forget the hatred for the creator.. to bring
the unjustified accusation onto one..

perhaps.. this all these never happen.. I wish..

so much for my rantings.. and complainings.. =p
work has been well.. tiring yet fruitful.. submitted
an application for a short oversea stint.. hope that
I can make the cut.. short step taken.. a long road
ahead.. clenched up the fists.. and move on.. =)

watched Herbie : Fully Loaded last night.. very
light heartening movie.. and the sexy Lindsey
Lohan.. hee.. drools... =D~~

went Comex again earlier before the movie.. with
Leo this time round.. as he need to get a mp3player
for his sister.. and his dilemma to purchase iDog..
while mine to purchase a mp3player.. which both of
us gave up the idea eventually.. waited for Suz and
Mei to join us at Suntec later in the afternoon..
bought 2 tees at TopShop with opinions from the 2
gals.. and also a Abercrombie & Fitch tee.. woohoo!!
finally found some place that sells.. it's at one of the
Designer Brand Warehouse Sales at Suntec.. =D
that makes 4 new tops to be added into my ward-
robe.. with the AstroBoy polo tee I got on Thursday..
looks like a little revolution going on.. just minor..

fruitful week in work.. fruitful weekend too.. for
once I love the rain to keep me in comfort.. allows
sufficient rest before another week begin..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/04/2005 02:14:00 PM

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Artiste: Mono
Song Title: Life In Mono

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