I always know that I'm not someone who
can really appease a boss..

for I can never understand or learn the
"art of hardworking workers".. though
I can't really say I have vast of working
experiences.. but I still can see them for
myself.. making myself look busy is not
my forte.. what's worst.. bosses only like
to see things on the surface.. those with
the exotic art skills.. benefits most..

perhaps.. it's my stubborness.. or be it
my laziness.. that's something I can't
possibly force myself to be one.. never
before.. or in the future..

brought up something that I shouldn't
really brought up during work earlier..
was chatting with one of my operator..
and she brought those up.. though still
manage to put up a brave front.. deep
inside.. the feeling of hurt is so close.. so
real.. on my road to recovery.. hitting a
halt suddenly leads me nowhere to go..

I know I can figure a way out.. I know I
will be fine.. I know.. it's a fall that I am
walking up from.. nobody can help me..
except myself.. nobody.. just need time..
fast or slow.. I know I will find the source
of light to guide me to the brighter side..
I know I can.. I will..

because my optimism tells me so..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/26/2005 10:55:00 PM

a simpleton who dislike living within normalcy.


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