escaping mundanity & normalcy..

Sunday, February 06, 2005

[not feeling well..]

stomach kind of troubling.. don't really know
what went wrong.. hopefully it won't last for
a long time..

quite happy actually.. knowing that I need
not go back to work from tomorrow onward..
hehehe.. factory shut down.. only to be back
for work on the 14th.. a week of breakaway
from work.. and that tyrantic idiot.. =p

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I wonder.. am I correct to say that, people
tend to ward off from risk taking as they
grow older?

should this be the right way to lead our life?

complacent with what's in front of us.. having
to believe that we can live comfortably with
a good job with stability.. holding on a good
academic certificate.. all these will help us to
go through the rest of our life comfortably?

I really doubt so.. job security is the last thing
that is stable.. who can predict when will be
the next economic depression?

complacency is a type of fear.. and I'm pretty
sure about that.. for being complacent with
what we are having now.. we are holding on
the fear to change.. the fear to see changes
that revolves around us.. fear of losing the
luxury and comfort.. instead of analyse the
result of the changes that might take place..

for this.. many people lose their opportunity
take may change their life better.. even when
it's just right in front of their nose.. all these
are just because of the fear ( to change ) that
instill in them..

or is it I'm abnormal? because I've been
taking more risk involving activities as I
turn older? i really don't know..

some might hurt me.. but some thrive on..
as long as it's not a matter of life and death..
I consider worth taking.. even when failed..
a lesson learnt.. knowledge gained..

perhaps.. you might think I'm naive.. =)

I'm seeing some changes taking place..
whether it's a good thing or bad.. I'm glad
that I didn't back off in the beginning to be
able to come this far.. and there's still a long
way down the road..

taken a route less travelled...

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enough of say.. a week of blank schedule..
still not pretty sure of what's coming for
this Chinese New Year..

meeting Karen to do some shopping with
her tomorrow morning.. might be meeting
up with buddies in the afternoon.. still yet
to be confirm..

schedule left uncharted till the 12th.. going
to my ex-IC of Sai Yok Camp.. George's
house for lunch.. missed his house warming
last December..

and Tony's birthday treat @ Sakae Hikaru
on the same evening.. anyway.. got this
japanese namesake from his invitation..
which means.. Rong Guang.. -_-" made the
group of us scratches our head to think of
where the place is located..

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well.. brain kind of congested at the moment..
shall end here.. looking forward to slack all
my time away.. hahaha..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 2/06/2005 10:40:00 PM

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