escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[recovering..]

finally solve the problem of my blog not able to publish
chinese character.. so simple.. yet I took so long to find
out the actual reason..

still suffering from mild symptoms of common flu.. at
least it's much more better than the past couple of days..
where, I'm practically half-alive..

went wandering at Jurong Point after work on Friday..
thought of catching a movie.. but the earliest slot for any
show that interest me is at 7.30pm.. which was about 2
hours of idling.. choose to go home instead.. did the usual
stuffs.. rot the rest of the evening away..

rudely awaken by a budge of pain on my left calf.. cramp!
read the time on my alarm clock.. 7am!!! so early on a lazy
Saturday morning.. soothen the pain and hit back to sleep..
waken up again by a message on my phone.. meeting up
Ah Wee & Co for a swim at the condo again.. another swim
and tan session.. hehe.. tiring.. but I'm loving it..

meet up with Heng at Chua Chu Kang for light meal before
going over to meet Ah Wee & Co.. swam a few short laps..
jump into the jacuzzi pool again.. planning to book the BBQ
pit for X'mas Eve.. left the place at 6pm..

book tickets for midnight show @ Marina GV.. watching
The Shutter.. felt regret after entering the theatre.. why
must I spend $8.50 on at Saturday night to get frighten
by the movie?? hehehe.. but overall the show was quite
interesting.. numbers of scary scenes and humourous too..

I must admit.. I'm quite scared loh.. so where the others..
if you want a good fright.. by all means.. by the way.. the
show is in Thai.. for those who don't understand.. bear with
it.. you just have to keep your eyes on the screen for the
English & Chinese subtitles at the time.. hehehehe.. :p

went to River Valley Road for supper.. only had a can of
Green Tea.. still keeping with my habit of not eating too
much before sleeping.. if only I keep this persistent and
determination of other things.. haiz..

didn't sleep much.. only manage to fall asleep at around
6am.. woke up at around 10am just now.. couldn't make
myself to enter the dreamland again.. watching some TV
programmes on cable restlessly.. catch a couple bites of
Roti John my Dad made earlier.. wondering how to spend
the rest of the day.. my parents seems to be a bit annoy
of me staying out all day long during weekends.. well..
parents are like this.. still.. I will do what my mind want
me to do.. so tired of listening to orders..

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looking back for the things that revolves around me for
the past few months.. nearly a year.. ups and downs..
left or right.. <-- this is just another rubbish.. please ignore..
completed my NS.. moved on to another stage of my life..
got a job.. but I'm not happy.. is it to do with my attitude
toward it? or is it some other thing else? at this moment..
I'm just trying my best to keep me going.. being jobless is
never a good thing at this current situation..

a friend once comment that.. a guy at the age of 25 should
have at least 10k of savings in bank, if not, he's consider a
failure in life.. instantly. he was rebuked by me.. hehe..
having 10k of savings doesn't mean success too.. maybe this
is just a line of standard.. but 10k is not really a big sum to
think of.. I do not have 10k in my accounts.. but.. within the
year of 2004.. not including December yet.. I've already
spent nearly 10k on neccessities and non-neccessities..

perhaps.. in this society.. many things are measured by
monetary values.. too much to mention.. being rich doesn't
mean everything.. but everyone just want to have a piece of
being rich.. while the poor hope to be rich.. and the rich aim
to be richer.. and the richer aim to be powerful.. climbing up
this power ladder is definitely not a simple chore.. don't
even think of having a sip of Gatorade! :p

where am I on this ladder?? I've just reach the first step..
making a move the to second? hopping over to a new ladder?
or hoping for an elevator to lift me up higher?

the first two options are more realistic and more likely to be
choosen by me.. not everyone are meant to catch a ride on
the fast moving elevator.. for those who are not careful
enough.. will end up falling faster..

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writing here sometimes need to be cautious.. not everything
can be written for others to be view.. I've seen a couple of
people turned their friendship soured because of this.. but..
it's all our own accord to post what we like here.. we have to
be prepare for the consequences.. choose to share.. and what
you share will choose to spread..

that's why some things I never reveal the true identity..
not many can guess it either.. only a few close ones knows..
and I'm glad they help me keep some of these..

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there are almost many things to write whenever I start..
but too long an entry.. bored others.. just like this one..
therefore I should put a stop to this one.. shall continue some
other time..

looking really forward to next weekend.. a little island getaway
for the whole weekend.. hehehe..

TaKe CaRE!!

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胡彦斌
Waiting For You

金色的舞鞋
伴着音乐
baby 你的眼睛
是一弯深邃的湖水

哦.. 忽明忽灭
掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕
在悬崖边
谁知一睁眼就不见

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you
Kiss me at the night

为何你 Cinderella
留给我一望
无际的思念

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you
Come here to my dream

牵着你不断旋转
一直到黑发
变成了银线
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
直到永远

哦.. 忽明忽灭
掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕
在悬崖边
谁知一睁眼就不见

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you
Kiss me at the night

为何你 Cinderella
留给我一望
无际的思念

Waiting for you

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walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/21/2004 03:30:00 PM