[procrastinate..]
what am I procrastinating? I don't really know..
guess my mind is running wild again.. hate this
feeling.. wonder why I can't just be a bit stronger?
nothing felt good since the moment I lifted open my
pair of eyes.. the despairing thoughts of going back
to work is just too overwhelming.. at this moment..
a smile will just fade into thin air in just a split of an
second.. but there's no other choice now.. just have
to hit the routine and carry on till I figure out better
solution..
sometimes.. I really don't know what I really want..
am I such a greedy person? or being fickle-minded?
in what rights can I be fickle-minded? I can never be
the one to choose.. most likely to be choose.. argh..
forget it.. don't want to carry on..
will I ever changed? or be changed?
another not so good entry.. got to get myself asleep
now.. hope tomorrow will be a better day.. which I
seriously doubt so.. how happy can I be.. surrounded
by a bunch of hypocrite??
I'm just another fool.. TaKe CaRE!!
walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/25/2004 11:08:00 PM