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my little break away from work is going to be over soon.. thinking about it.. really very sad.. really hope that this break can be extended for another few more days.. yesh.. I'm back from the Phuket trip.. the best description to be use for trip definitely will be.. I'll definitely go back again.. simply love the slow pace of life.. relaxing by the beach.. exploring new stuffs.. will write more about the trip next time.. perhaps upload some pictures that we had taken over there.. currently.. aching all over.. tired.. but something cropped up in my mind.. that keep me awake.. still find it so difficult to forget about something I wanted to give up long time ago.. perhaps, this will not be forgotten afterall.. because I'm just a simple human being.. an emotional creature.. I've once too often going for something that most probably I shouldn't be after for.. but, if I never put an effort to find out.. how would I know if I am doing the right thing? at least there's a result, but also a risk of destroying certain thing.. be it my personal characters.. or upbringing.. I'm just not strong enough to accept or face it.. yet, there's nothing I can do most of the time.. damn.. hate to be such a loser.. Time passes by every single seconds.. a blink of an eye.. a breathe of warm still air.. a lift of finger to type the correct alphabet.. especially during the Time of enjoyment.. it run faster than usual.. how I wish to be back at this little haven again.. haiz... this entry doesn't reflect much about the enjoyable holiday at Phuket.. will definitely make up of it.. either tomorrow or some other time.. really need some time to sort out my thoughts.. hate these feelings.. inferiority.. cynical mind.. procrastination.. end this now.. need to get myself to sleep.. hopefully, I'll forget about these when I wake up later.. which, is just impossible.. Nite! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/25/2004 02:00:00 AM |
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