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struggling with the decision to write or not to.. so much to say.. yet couldn't find a single word to describe.. how beautifully a sentence can be phrase out in our mind.. yet a slightest moment of indecisiveness.. blank the mind.. loses the simple ability to type out those lines.. is my mind deteriorating? or I still couldn't muster enough courage? or do I have the courage in the first place? what is going on with me? ain't I suppose to feel better after the holiday? well.. honestly.. the holiday is definitely well spent.. but the thoughts of my work place deters every little moment of joy in my heart.. what's more.. to witness another round of "war" in the office on my first day back.. plus some irritants bugging me for deadline which can't be met.. wonder if most people try to use their brain to work.. or should I say.. use their eyes.. why can't they see the fact that I'm the only one handling those unwanted mess? why can't they spare a thought for me.. like they wish their supervisor spare a thought for them? why can't grown-ups be more grown-up? Morgan wrote these (translated).. "Happiness in the child's world can be simple.. In my own world, simplicity is a sort of happiness" these.. I totally agree.. simplicity is definitely one of the key to unlock happiness.. but most of us just forget about this as we grow older.. because.. simplicity is seldom a word associate with words like Sophiscated or Ambitious.. I wanted to lead a simple life.. may seems like a person without goals.. but as long as there's enough to get on with a normal life.. what is there more to ask for? anyone share this view? or disagree? well.. my initial thoughts of a short entry had turn this lengthy.. got to sleep.. TaKe CaRE!!! it take 2 hands to make a clap.. it take 2 hearts to start a relationship.. but takes forever to maintain one.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/26/2004 11:02:00 PM |
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