escaping mundanity & normalcy..

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

[hmm..]
[weird sky..]

well.. was quite fascinated by the clouds up in the
sky while I'm on my way back home.. closer to the
land.. they are in dark grey.. yet don't look like those
normal rain clouds.. further up.. those white colour..
two shades of clouds under the blue sky.. think this
is the first time I ever encounter something like this..
reminds me of the orange moon I saw in Thailand..
too bad.. Singapore is a land populated by high-rise
buildings.. many amazing changes in nature..

nights.. where I just have to look up.. millions of
stars smile back at me..

was pretty troubled a few days back.. felt strained
in my work.. partly because I've to hold on to this
job.. some of you who are closer to me know why..
but the thoughts are there.. somehow it will hover
around when I met problems..

I've no problem interacting with my colleagues..
Just that when I got so much of secrets about them..
I felt frustrated.. suffocated.. from this short period
of time that I start working.. I can conclude that we,
as human.. will never grow up mentally.. by looking
at how everyone handles gossips.. problems.. works..
and quarrels.. many of those can be solve easily from
the view of an external party.. will be marred by words
of immaturity.. I'll not deny I'm just like anyone of
them.. but I just can't stand the fact that there's a whole
bunch of hypocrites working besides me, day in and day
out!!!

relax.. take a deep breathe.. everything will be fine
again.. just don't let wild thoughts runs over..

ok.. done my self encouragement.. hahaha.. weirdo??
hmm.. perhaps.. some skills that I enquired through
life for being the eldest in the family and numerous
set backs that befallen on me.. never did I give up on
myself.. if I ever did.. I wonder how many times I've
met the King of Hades.. hahaha..

it's Wednesday again.. looking forward for weekend
to come by.. my driving lesson.. Jackson a.k.a Franky
Toh's birthday.. a short revival of Sunday soccer.. haha..
some of those things that breaks my lifeless pattern of
living.. exactly one more month to my second driving
test.. really hope to pass this time..

hmm.. I'm thinking of changing a new digital camera..
any ideas where can I trade in old for new one?? the
current one I'm having is quite bulky and dries up
batteries fast.. cheap stuffs mah.. :p

why I got this sudden decision to change one? it's
because I need something light and compact to bring
around.. so that I can capture all those candid shots
and facial expression of my friends ogling at babes..
hahaha.. especially to Guo Yao.. during the whole
time at Bugis.. Ah Mei (I didn't use your name liao hor..)
can be my prime witness.. hahaha.. only lack the
streams of saliva dripping down from your mouth..
if taken.. sure become classic.. hahaha.. :p

well.. felt so relax now.. maybe it's due to that self-
encouragement just now.. got to end now.. chatting
with my friends..

to all of you.. thanks for dropping by..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/08/2004 09:37:00 PM

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