escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[erm...]
[lethargic..]
[it's ending soon..]

grey a. between black and white; clouded;
turning white; aged; intermediate, indeterminate
-n. grey colour

blue a. of the colour of sky; depressed; indecent
-n. the colour, dye or pigment -pl. inf. depression;
form of jazz music

courtesy of Collins Dictionary

*ahem* today, I'm teaching you people about colour..
hahaha.. like real.. joking lah.. actually these are the
two colours that I frequent use of late.. both sounds
so depressing.. but it all depends on how one wanted
the description to be..

for example.. grey.. a mixture of black with white..
doesn't it mean there's still a bright side in a dark
patch?? :) so.. it's not a bad after all..

blue.. colour of the sky.. sky is vast and clear.. means
carefree and indefinite.. this don't sound depressing
too..

when a different meaning is put on certain words..
a whole new point of view comes out.. choices are
within one's hand.. towards the positives or the
negatives are just within a matter of one's decision..

when come to such situation.. my method of decision
making is to go hassle-free.. well.. brand me as lazy..
the matter of fact.. I'm lazy.. don't like to leave what
may bother me in my mind for too long.. either I
make the decision right away.. or cast it away.. wait
till it arises again..

ironically.. it's my indecisiveness cause many missed
chances in life.. regret I may felt.. sometimes.. but..
since it's over.. why bother to lament on the past?
aren't our duty in life is to pave a path for our future?
keep on looking back slows down a process..

hmm.. enough of my rubbish theory.. time for my
updates.. :p actually, it's because I don't know how
to continue.. hahaha..

Saturday, went to my driving lesson as usual.. went
to Andy's son, Ethan's full month at Woodlands after
that.. carrying a big present with me from my home
to Bukit Gombak.. then to Woodlands is really trouble..
but his son is really cute loh.. babies are cute what..
I like the smell of babies.. don't know why.. reminds
me of the days my mum still baby-sits for people..

had BBQ over at his place.. help him set up the pit..
get my hands coated with charcoals.. body with sweat..
after all the works.. I only ate a little.. hahaha.. too
much of BBQ stuffs are not good for health..

left the place around 7.30pm. meet my buddies at
Wet & Whistles.. forget when is the last time I stepped
into that place.. two or three weeks ago?? or more??
watch soccer match over there.. play a couple games
of pool.. with me losing all.. quite unlucky I think..
Stef (one of the waitress) comment about why I look
so depress.. erm.. do tired and depress look the same?
Morgan suggested that, "Man only troubled by two
things.. first is Woman.. the other is Money.." hahaha..
strictly speaking.. I can't be troubled by both things..
because I have none of them.. hahaha.. :p

Sunday.. meet Willy and Patrick at Sim Lim Square..
Willy wanted to get himself a CD-ROM drive.. while
Patrick is looking for a new CPU for his cranky old
computer.. get myself a Kingston 128MB Data Traveler
a.k.a Thumb Drive.. at the price of $39.. quite cheap..

move over to Bugis Junction for lunch.. was damn hungry..
didn't have a single proper meal since Friday night.. all
the finger foods complete my Saturday.. however.. if you
consider BBQ as a proper meal.. or 3 Dao Sa Bao.. maybe
that makes 2 proper meals.. :p

send my loyal MD player to hospital.. something is wrong
with it lately.. can't really describe it.. I'm going to live
without music for 2 weeks!!! thinking of it.. most probably
will be going bonkers after the first 3 days.. unless I manage
to dig out a FM receiver by tonight.. which is simply quite
impossible..

after checking it in.. we went to CAN Cafe to slack around..
their first time there.. at least I didn't recommend a bad place..
even though we were there quite early.. no crowd.. ordered
drinks and fried calamari.. rest comfortably on the couch..
I'm resting on one by myself.. while the two of them shared..
hahaha..

that's all for this entry.. still waiting for my dinner.. even
though I'm not really hungry.. maybe catch the variety
show on cable TV.. oh yah.. since I got nothing to do last
night after I got home.. and no one particular to chat with
at 2am in the morning.. went to read Dolce-Vita again..
not matter how many time I've read it.. still touched by
this little fairy tale.. :)

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/19/2004 07:03:00 PM