escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[Deja Vu..]

looking out of my window.. saw the scene
i saw a couple weeks back.. nothing moves..
hahaha.. is this consider as deja vu??

i still haven't gotten my MD player back..
damn.. they are really processing the thing
in a very slow and steady manner.. can't they
have any urgency.. can't be bothered anymore..
they just have this universal thinking of
"It's not my stuffs anyway, let them wait.."
if everyone cultivate such an attitude.. that
will be a total disastrous place to survive in..

will be meeting my friends @ Tiong Bahru tomorrow
evening.. they want to catch Van Helsing.. alright..
i know we are kind of slow here.. but this is the
only time where most of us can meet up.. while tickets
during weekend cost more.. need to save a bit mah..
ironically.. i have the VCD back home.. my sister
got it from her friend.. but i've already promise to
catch it at the cinema with them.. just have to give
the VCD a miss loh.. cannot put aeroplane mah.. hehe..

i love clearing my leaves.. haha.. especially on Thursday..
where there will be morning run in camp.. then i will
only start work at 10pm.. and go home at 12pm..
hahahaha.. so shiok!!

looking out of my window again.. i really miss the
view of Sentosa.. which is blocked by the newly
erected multi-storey carpark.. half the greens of
Mount Faber that i used to look is almost blocked..
most ridiculous thing is that.. after the construction
is completed for such a long time.. it is still not
open for use.. wonder why must they build so much
multi-storey carparks?? there are at least 3 other
within 200 metre radius around my flat.. depriving
me of the sceneries.. i've only left with flats,
carparks and a playground below my flat to look..
not forget.. that half unblocked view of Mount
Faber.. maybe i should walk up to higher storey
to take a look.. but that's only if i'm too free!!

finally i starts to send out my application for
jobs today.. although there is only three.. got
to keep a look out for more.. at least i manage
to start.. really have to thank LKY for that..
if he didn't ask me to send in to his company for
a position.. i will still be slacking around..
waiting for the sky to drop money.. hahaha..
i'm just so lazy sometimes.. really hope to get
a job real soon..

the society is really ever-changing.. since i
got back from Thailand.. so many places have
been given a new look.. just look at World Trade
Centre.. presently Harbour Front.. maybe due to
the incident.. they decided to change the name
of the place while they rebuild the place.. part
of it remain as before.. but most of it become a
totally new to me.. almost lost myself when i went
there alone for the first time.. have problem finding
the correct exit to the bus stop.. so many places..
Orchard.. Suntec.. City Hall.. too many to name..
but i've already adapt to all these changes.. perhaps
i'm a person who can easily adapted in new places..
one of the most important traits for being independent..

looking forward for the run tomorrow.. also the show
@ Tiong Bahru.. most important.. looking forward to
26th June 2004..the day i get back my Pink IC!!
National Service really change a person.. no matter
two years or two and a half years.. everyone will
never be the same as the day the hand over the IC in
exchange for the green 11B.. a growing up phase..
i'm really glad to go through this.. because..
Been Here.. Conquered.. and Completed..
hahaha..

that's all for tonight.. actually i almost forget
to update.. only when i'm staring blankly at the
wall.. wondering what to bring to camp tomorrow..
then i remember its Wednesday.. hehehe.. alright..
signing off.. TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 5/19/2004 09:18:00 PM

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