escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[Self Motivating]

got scolded by my instructor today..
i was too nervous while driving..
well.. my first time mah.. definitely
will get nervous at times.. driving
on the main road, making me more
nervous.. have to check this.. check
that.. change this.. change that..
all messed up.. hopefully i could get
to understand all these movements
quickly loh..

actually i didn't really mind getting
lectured by him.. it's all in the basics
of learning process.. when things
are done in a wrong way.. ought to
be taught properly.. excessive mistakes
made.. will be scolding loh.. at least
he bothered.. :)

didn't attend the party which was
meant to set for Shawn.. my colleague
who was posted to Thailand.. should
reach camp by now.. wonder how will
his first night in a foreign country be
like?? will he feel the same as i do the
last time?? really hope he can settle
down quickly.. there will be lots of thing
waiting for him to do in future..

back to the party thing.. well.. why didn't
i attend?? hmm.. some personal issue loh..
more on health problem actually.. something
that keeps bothering me now and then..
causes of this?? all my late nights and
excessive drinking during my early days..
days.. perhaps nights will be a more
appropriate word to use.. there will be
never a day i wake up earlier than the sun..
never a night, i slept earlier than anyone in
my family.. enjoying my new found "life"..
eventually.. all these take into toll with my
health.. maybe it's really the case where
nothing come free.. this is what i have to
pay for the fun i had..

back to the party thing again.. got drifted
away from topic.. hehe.. well.. heard from
another friend.. there were around 20 of
them over at O Bar.. that's a lot!!!
they practically goes crazy that night..
drink.. dance.. joke.. sounds really fun..
still i have to stay by my promise..
sorry guys.. really didn't mean anything..
you guys are a fun loving lots.. i really
wish to join in the fun.. but i don't want
to take the risk..

read a love story about a guy and gal
met each other through internet.. in
one of their conversation.. they talk about
a person's personality in cyberworld..

The 1st type being those who present themselves
on net with their 'secondary personality'.
Usually all of us consists of multiple personalities,
and in everyday life, wat we present to the world
is the 'primary personality', with the secondary one
being suppressed, or maybe we dun even realised
this other trait of us deep inside. so internet is the
place where this side of us is revealed, both
intentionally or without conscious knowledge

the 2nd type are those who will transform themselves
into the kind of man/woman he/she would want to be.
there's bound to be 1 or 2 characteristics that u
particularly admire, too bad, sometimes these
characteristics are just couldn't be found in you.
cyberspace is the perfect location for this
transformation to occur.

3rd type will be those who transform themselves
into characters which are impossible for them to
become in real life. for example, if u r a gal, you
may act as a man on net. you may even become
BATMAN or SUPERMAN if u want.

above 3 paragraphs are extracted from the story..
well.. which type are you??

i will let you know mine in my next posting..
TaKe CaRE!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 3/14/2004 10:41:00 PM

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