not the best thing to happen.. home stuck..

life is never a bed of roses.. and I'm not
expecting like it would be..

weekends were never truely weekends
for the past 2 weeks.. tied up in work..
late Fridays.. and full Saturdays..

confident level seemingly at quite a low
point of late.. not matter how hard I try..
don't seems to be able to meet the
expectations.. wonder what really went
wrong..

stress don't actually come from work
totally.. most of it.. actually is my weight
and my waistline.. had a difficult time
trying to maintain it.. really have to put
a stop with the extra breakfast offered
starting tomorrow.. haiz..

one can easily react repulsive when other
tries to change the person.. but.. there
are some people.. who just want to change
all the people around them.. perfectionist..
to suit their way of getting things around..

to me.. nothing ever gets perfect.. and no..
I don't resist to change.. I still feel it's good
to make some changes every little while..
changes that benefits all.. without conflict
of interests..

it's September.. already looking forward to
October.. planned to learn something new..

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/07/2008 11:01:00 PM