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May.. a month.. i rather not to remember much.. have not been really productive on the whole.. falling sick.. dread of work.. dread of the work place.. dread of seeing the same group of people.. on the contrary.. my supervisor.. put faith in me for the project I'm currently working on.. yet did not know.. in my mind.. my thought of leaving was getting stronger.. the only obstacle is.. I've not found another job.. neither do I really have a specific area to look into.. one close friend uses this.. "sick building syndrome".. no matter how well.. how healthy.. the moment you step into the building.. you'll feel sick.. ok.. it may sounds just like an excuse.. although it is.. but true.. stepping out of comfort zone isn't really an easy decision to decide on.. especially in the matter of finance.. deep in my mind.. I wish I could just tender and take a break for a month or two.. but on reality.. the financial security will suffer.. something that holds me back till now.. what irks me the most is.. I thought I was well prepared.. yet.. I failed to perform normally.. I did my home- work.. yet not enough.. it was really a great disappointment.. despite my great anticipation to the interview.. so many things that bothers me.. so many things that I wanted to do.. so many things that I've missed.. so many, so many.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 5/24/2008 05:51:00 PM |
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