escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You]

what a week.. quite a long break away
from work.. all the way till Wednesday..
even Wednesday was not a normal
working day.. was our department's
team building day held at Singapore
Zoological Garden.. we saw animals..
the animal instinct inside us unleashed..

the whole day excursion was rather
tiring.. joking around.. posing in all kind
of poses for the camera.. it's like all hell
broke loose for some of us.. =D

well.. brought my camera along.. but
forgotten to charge the battery the night
before.. end up having a flat battery in
the camera after taking a few pictures..

end up skipping my dinner when I got
home, and straight fell into deep sleep..
that's how tired it is..

went to my colleague plus shift partner,
Shandy's birthday BBQ somewhere at
Chua Chu Kang last night.. kind of like a
small gathering for some ex-co and co..
didn't take much BBQ food..

a Man's shoulders existence is not just
to carry bags.. shouldering much more
that one can imagine.. the endurance is
worth for the One that you treasured.. =)

shall update again..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/28/2006 12:04:00 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

dear friends and strangers..

we don't need to be a superhero to save
someone.. do we?

let us just show a little much more on how
we care.. please visit..

Light A Million Candles

this is a petition against child pornograpy..
they are hoping to get a million candle lighted
by the end of 2006.

please show how much you care..
we were child once too..

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/22/2006 11:09:00 AM

[Michael Buble - Home]

I just love the walk back home late in
the night.. across the street.. especially
when it's a breezy night..

imagination does wonders.. the right
song that runs inside my mind.. the
gentle breeze that caress the skin.. less
the mild burning smell.. fock the haze..
everything deem perfect.. a dream..

walking along the beach.. the natural
fragrance from the sea.. holding your
hand.. will be a dream I'll never want
to wake up from..

till the dreams do come true..

just be contented with what we have..
Coz, Tomorrow is just another mystery
unveiling by seconds.. worth anticipating..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/22/2006 03:40:00 AM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

halfway across the carpark.. the gentle
breeze brushes.. suddenly felt so relax..
a feeling that seems to have lost for
quite some time..

two things come into my mind after that..
how I wish I was at somewhere else
enjoying this gentle breeze.. and what will
take me there?

the thought of latter, wimps all thoughts..
for, I don't wish to turn myself into a slave
of a non-human.. yet..

a hundred short steps.. enjoying each and
every of it.. how I wish the Time stops..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/15/2006 04:08:00 AM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

[JoJo - Too Little, Too Late]

I seems to be spending lesser and lesser
time updating this space of mine.. was
drown inside tonnes of work.. endlessly..
sometimes I wonder.. how much longer
can my fragile shoulders hold on..?

silly I may.. somehow I seems to be able
to talk myself out in moving on..

job performance appraisal is approaching..
everyone seems to become more busy
than usual.. finally realised they got more
than daily routine to follow??

but to realise.. I ain't much better in any
sense.. a whole stack of unfinished project..
nothing to be proud of..

even though with a tattered body.. grazed
by countless arrows..

still believe these stones can be polish into
gems in near future.. I believe so..

well.. work often undermined one's mind..
reckless nonsensical thoughts..

plans on the weekend getaway sort of come
to a hiatus.. still waiting for the confirmation
on number of people going..

but everyone looks raring to go for a long
deserved holiday.. a breakaway, I suppose?

a couple of public holidays in coming weeks..
holiday mood approaching.. patiently.. I'll
just wait for mine, end of this year..

a little random thought..

giving all that I could.. for She who deserved more..
even till the last of me.. I hold no regrets..

as labelled random thoughts.. let it be..

suffering from mild addicton of anime recently..
following episode by episode of Bleach and
Fullmetal Alchemist for the past few weeks..
countless of late nights.. one of the few recent
why I did not update my entries regularly.. had
been spreading this addiction in the office..

finally got to recharge myself at the pool today..
haze.. dark cloud.. rain.. didn't really dampen my
determination to go for the swim.. dying to let
myself struggle inside the water.. and get BBQed
by the Sun.. with little effect as always.. waste
time only..

got to start making new resolution real soon..

major decision made on the other day.. a decision
that keep me in dilemma for some time.. at least,
now it's confirmed.. and I got to live with that..
got to be 6 months of physical hard work I got to
endure.. at least.. hope everything goes well..

at least.. I'm relieved I did not hold back.. I choose
to move on.. and not to regret..

perhaps.. till then.. I'll have ample time to update..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/14/2006 01:56:00 AM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

[潘玮柏 - 反转地球]

well.. finally got to get myself out to the
pool for a swim, after almost a month..
supposingly free work schedule.. turns
out to be rather busy after all.. and the
fact that I got to work for 3 consecutive
weeks in the night.. made it difficult to
plan for any other activities.. when
sleeping becomes the priority..

the swim wasn't really fulfilling actually..
the place was pretty crowded.. and noisy..
lots of kids around for their swimming
lesson.. made it quite difficult to swim in
the pool.. only stayed for nearly 2 hours
before packing up and off..

somewhat.. the nick that put on my MSN
is kind of misleading.. the moment I put
it.. I got 2 person asking me the same
question..

"you quit your job?"

haa.. no lah.. I didn't quit my job.. definitely
don't have the intention to either.. not at
any time near.. all I put was..

"eat grass.. drink air.. live like a pauper.."

which actually is to tell myself to save up..
and not to overspend again.. must be more
discipline.. cannot repeat like what it had
being for the last 2 months.. else.. I really
become a pauper sooner than I know..

air is not really in a healthy level lately.. had
seen lots of people falling sick.. coughing.. flus..
fever.. got a sick brother at home.. spreading
the germs.. strike 4D also not that accurate..
now got strike by there symptoms.. sapping
away my energy.. making me dropdead tired
everyday after work.. really hope to get this
out of my body fast.. don't want to get caught
sleeping inside the office by my boss again..
just like what happen this afternoon.. even
though I am sick.. but it was not an excuse to
do this often.. just hope tomorrow will feel
much more better after the sleep..

guess.. I really need a holiday to unwind..
else.. I'll be going crazy without releasing all
the impending stress that has been building
onto everyday..

I missed my deadline.. I've yet to ask for
another extension for it.. fearing for the worst..
hopefully I have ample time to create a miracle
that could save me from getting into trouble..
it's not a good time to be classified as incompetent
at this point of time.. I need to get things going..
I need to move on.. I need to move on..

going to sleep.. energy got sapped away as usual..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/01/2006 11:05:00 PM