escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[Sandi Thom - I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker]

I know.. I know.. I've been neglecting this
place quite often lately.. it's either I'm in
heaps of my work.. or knocking out when
I'm back home.. even my off days.. I didn't
spent much of my time at home.. or staying
at home awake.. haa..

my memory on events happening over the
past weeks is rather blurred.. meeting up
with friend for dinner.. coffee session.. and
easing the sudden urge to sing.. weekend
is so aimless.. no where to go.. no idea what
to do.. is it just me? or everybody else?

a little tired now.. a little not feeling well..
maybe it's the rain.. got drenched while
on my way back.. nose is getting a little
itchy now.. not a good sign..

though it's my off day today.. I still got
to wake up early.. because to meet up with
my colleagues to go JB straight after their
work.. not really an eventful day.. no one
actually planned what to do.. other than
one "must do" task.. that's to sing.. it's like
going there for a KTV session and back
home.. weather isn't that good too.. that
explains why I got drenched.. haa..

looking forward to Friday.. the department's
team building at Cross Fire.. paintball game..
my very first attempt on it.. rather excited..
but it's a pity that the night game we planned
for ourselves at Orchid Country Club arena is
cancelled due to no available time slot..

another event due to carry out is the dinner
outing for the department.. after all the liasing
and planning.. finally it's coming to an end..
still got to head down to the restaurant this
weekend to pay a deposit..

another "to do" item this week, is to go down
to Expo for Comex 2006.. wanted to buy a
digital camera for myself.. after waiting for the
right price.. for the right model.. another item
off my wishlist..

coming to the end of August.. that leaves only
last quarter of a year to go.. time to ponder..
how much have I achieved? how much have I
lost? what's my proud? what's my regrets?

whatever that need to be done.. and yet to
take any action.. it's still not too late to take
the first step out.. it's better late than never..

tiredness starts drowning in..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/30/2006 09:36:00 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

[齐秦 - 夜夜夜夜]

deleted off the stuffs I've wrote
earlier on.. somehow don't feel
good about it.. not provocative
or slandering.. but just feel not
so good about it.. don't know why..

completely rested Saturday.. did
not meet up with anyone.. or is it
there's no one to meet up? haa..
nevermind.. it's good to get a rest
after all the work..

there's always so much to say..
but always so hard to put them
into words.. end up saying none..

another work week is about to
start.. another 7 to 7 for the next
5 days.. think I'm going to hear
people complain about seeing me
everyday in office again.. haha..

sometime.. I wonder.. who am I?

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/19/2006 03:32:00 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

[James Blunt - Cry]

still in the mood of growing up.. life seems
pretty much the same.. monotonously
carrying out daily tasks.. signs of one thing
increasing.. is the decrease of another.. the
relativity of balance by nature itself??

by keeping myself out of the path of being
emotionally attached to any.. see myself
putting a little more effort in work.. making
plans for longer term.. generating a draft..
a draft of my future??

inevitable process of growing.. saw myself
walking out of the hermit shell.. opening
up.. leaving the shell further behind me..
yet.. leaving the old shell.. seems to me.. is
just like entering another.. irony?
I don't know.. don't understand either..

time and distance are both closely measured
with respect to each other in accordance to
directions of movement.. but results do varies
on circumstances.. crazy formulas?? maybe..

setting goals seems to be a good way to get
on with life.. especially when one come to a
halt for a long period of time.. or even never
ever advance before.. seemingly, like myself..
by choosing a relatively realistic goal.. and
work towards acheiving it.. tried to push
myself a little harder than before.. bonus is..
acheiving them much faster than planned..

this method works like an anesthetic.. keep
out of conscious on certain things that one
wishes to put into the back of their mind..
escaping from reality.. some might say.. but
it isn't really bad of a choice.. am I wrong??

for I, temporarily putting away the load of
emotion.. sees the harvest of my hard work
on the field.. enjoying the sweetness.. much
sweeter it would be.. if someone is there to
share.. (denote: not everyone can be someone)

another heavy entry.. somehow.. someway..
the erratic philosophical mind of mine.. decides
to be dilemmatic tonight..

due to the food I ate? or the lack of sleep?
or perhaps..

TaKe CaRE!!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/05/2006 02:48:00 AM