我想是因為握得太緊。。 所以不小心傷害了你。。 也因此傷害了自己。。 也許你不會讀到這一頁。。 也許。。有很多的也許。。 祇想對你說聲。。對不起 這三個字。。不只是要對 一個我非常在意的人說。。 也想在此。。對我在無意 中。。得罪或傷害的朋友 說。。 對不起。。 walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/27/2006 05:52:00 PM
[周華建 - 雨人] suppose to write this entry in chinese.. but somehow.. the internet connection gets a bit jump whenever I start to use the chinese program.. still unable to figure out what went wrong? after a hectic week.. started to consume my off days.. work schedule was pretty slack for me for the next couple of week.. which I don't really know it's a good or bad situation for me.. as I have no idea what to do during my free time.. lifeless.. always tell myself.. not to let my mood affect my work.. but it seems like not working on me.. even though I try so hard not to.. people still able see.. or maybe I'm just not good in concealing my emotion? nonetheless.. felt rather glad that I have a bunch of colleagues who shows concern.. although I did not reveal to them what bothering me.. Morgan once wrote something on my testimonial.. which really reflect much about my character.. perhaps.. that's something I really isn't able to change all these while.. even though I do know the bottleneck effect may take toll.. 4 of my colleagues are leaving by this week.. work with one of them last night.. his last day that is.. going to miss their presense in work.. especially when 2 of them joined the company on the same period as me.. but good for them.. every Man moves on to scale a greater height.. hopefully.. they are able to succeed in their future endeavour.. changes always take place.. it's depend on how fast are we able to accept.. with a fast changing society.. what more I need to say? either we change.. or we get changed.. that's life.. congestion at the moment.. not been able to write anything condusive.. but.. since when I had? haa.. nevermind.. I hate it when it rain.. and I need the Sun.. how can a solar panel work when the Sun is covered? me.. a solar panel? I just need the Sun for once.. TaKe CaRE.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/27/2006 12:38:00 AM
[王力宏 - 第一个清晨] ok.. I still didn't manage to curb the temptation to buy.. and finally make the decision to get what I want in the afternoon.. another hole burnt in my pocket.. T_T somehow.. browsing through the list of contact in my MSN.. many people are not feeling really happy lately.. so is the weather.. had not been nice too.. rain never failed to make it's daily appearance every afternoon.. be it halfway through my lunch.. or when I'm about to go home.. realise something about myself.. it's kind of like about my personality.. or perhaps.. a split one.. when I'm concerning about matters that are not of my own.. I seems to behave either around my age or +2.. but when comes to my own personal matters.. I seems to have it divided by 2..?? 2 more weeks to go.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/20/2006 10:00:00 PM
[Tank - 三国恋] I feel an excessive urge to spend.. spending on something that cost a sum again.. just thinking of it.. makes me feel not too good.. my mind keeps psycho-ing me at this very moment.. it's an good investment.. you'll need this.. you are not going to use it once.. trust me.. someone.. stop me please.. if not.. sponsor me also can lah... =D wonder how the research and checking Patrick had told me been going..? hmm.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/19/2006 09:46:00 PM
[任贤齐 - 两极] it has been practically raining everyday.. weather so nice to laze at home.. bad for anyone who wish to have some tan.. still.. I manage to get my butt off.. and went for a swim during my off day.. need to have a little workout to relax both the body and the mind.. went off to rent a car after the swim.. as I need it for the next day to fetch some of my colleagues from Malaysia, coming over to play during Easter Friday.. there's 8 of us.. but only 1 car.. therefore, got to rent another.. 1 year 3 months.. is how long since I last drove a car.. and that's during my test.. blunders are very much expected for the next few days.. in fact, immediately.. haa.. as I drove out of the rental centre.. towards petrol station before heading home.. find it weird that the car don't seems to be able to speed up.. upon reaching entering the petrol kiosk.. I was greet by a stunned face why the stunned face?? because there were smoke coming out from the back of the car.. well.. from the rear tyres to be exact.. how did this happen?? hee.. well.. that's because I forget to release the handbrake while I'm driving.. blur me.. =p went Wild Wild Wet the next day.. fetch the few of them up at Kranji.. was raining when we reached.. don't wish to dampen any mood.. and since we will be wet when we play.. just heck with the rain.. and off to have some fun.. tiring day it was.. especially when I got to drive them around.. after sending them back to Woodland to catch their bus home.. send another colleague back to his home at Chua Chu Kang.. then to Orchard to meet up with Willy and Patrick.. walk a bit before picking up Morgan at Tiong Bahru and to Holland Village.. received a call on Saturday morning.. was told that I'm scheduled for work.. there were some slight changes in the work schedule which I was not told of.. since there's extra earning.. why not? fetched Leo from his home before going to KST's place for BBQ after work.. as the fish farm is way inside the cementry.. it'll be quite eerie when I got to drive back alone after that.. 4 days of driving.. some road experiences gained.. many occasion where I lost my way.. missed a turn.. and a parking fine.. all added up.. was in fact something I'll not learn.. if I didn't try.. something hot on the news lately.. the talks on Election is all over the media.. how heated the contest will be.. it seems like the district I'm staying.. will not be contested.. yet again.. haa.. but it's quite entertaining watching the ruling party and the oppositions turning on the heat.. not in good mood lately.. guess some people saw that in me.. but not many people knows what is going on.. perhaps, this is me.. not wanting to pour my sorrows.. fully bear what I would be facing.. alone.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/17/2006 09:19:00 PM 在黑白灰的世界里。。尝试寻找自己。。发现了妳。。迷失了方向。。 walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/06/2006 04:49:00 PM
[@ work..] quiet as the night should be.. somewhere.. somehow.. is not that quiet.. feeling right at this moment.. hell.. will you be the one to show me the light? is this too much to ask for? I don't really know.. *grasping for air* walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/05/2006 01:16:00 AM
[@ work..] it's 2a.m now.. in the midst of my work.. taking off track a little to get on with this.. feeling somewhat stressful at the moment.. knowing someone who is in good personal term is leaving the company.. is definitely not good.. what gets even better.. when actually 4 of them had tendered this week.. guess a major reshuffling might take place.. dinner and dance on last Friday was alright.. wasn't really enjoying it.. but at least manage to take a photo together with her.. was rather worried that I might missed the chance.. went karaoke session with some of my colleagues after the dinner.. sang all the way till 4a.m.. while my journey home was a fast one.. some of them will have to endure the gruesome journey back to JB.. came back to work last night.. one of my colleague had already forecast medical leave.. so I need to come back to cover his duty.. not a wise choice to come back on a start up day.. all hell just broke loose.. one by one.. machine gets problematic.. feeling so drained out.. got straight into my bed after showering when I got back home in the morning.. still feeling rather tired now.. trip to Taiwan is still underway.. encounter a little setback.. hopefully the problem can be settle by tomorrow.. then I can go ahead to book the tickets.. and also the reservation for rooms.. really wish she is able to make it for the trip.. organising this trip is really tiring.. but for the better outcome.. to walk a little more miles.. definitely worth the effort.. =) going back to check on my work stuffs.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/03/2006 02:01:00 AM |
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