escaping mundanity & normalcy..

[陶喆 - 就是爱你]

thousands of questions flooded into my
mind lately.. some left unattended.. but
nonetheless.. I'm pretty much back to
my normal self.. thanks for the concerns
for the past few days..

ice cream date on Friday.. a long awaited
one.. I guess it's almost coming to one
month before both of us.. actually me..
to find the time to meet up for it.. famish
after work.. meal was nice.. what both of
us are looking forward to is.. ice creams..
hee.. only when we saw what served on
the next table.. then we knew that both
of us are actually wanted the same thing
in the first place.. well.. that pretty much
decided what we both wanted for the next
ice cream "de-crave".. sizzling pan... not to
forget.. a trip to Ben & Jerry's.. nothing
beats finding a partner to savour good
foods.. but the tendency to increase a few
more inches of spare "tyres" become so
much higher too..

speaking of that.. reminds me of exercise..
had been procrastinating on this topic since
years ago.. better to start some action soon..
if not.. the eating binges will increasingly
gain me another few kilos.. I still want to be
able to view my two feets during shower.. =p

forget what has gone.. many things come a
blessing.. for happiness felt within..

hard works get pay off.. for the efforts being
recognised by fellow colleagues.. and also the
monetary returns at the end of each month..
a small step towards a big dream..

some view me as mad.. for striving myself so
hard in work.. amazed by the enthsiasm.. and
the level of energy and tolerance..

surprised even myself..

well.. what I've got to say is.. I'm just another
human.. I've my limits.. which so far I'm not
really yielding it too far.. I would not want to
stress myself to a snapping point..

but.. continue to be amazed.. because I truely
believe this is not the best I can do.. give me
the opportunities again.. I'll definitely grabbed
it for sure..

sleepiness creeps up on me now.. shall not stay
on any longer.. before another creature creeps
up on me too.. my sister.. that is.. hee.. =p

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/27/2005 10:43:00 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

thanks.. for treating me like a fool..

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/21/2005 10:11:00 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

now at work.. feeling somewhat terrible..
for goodness sake.. how can my mood be
lifted??? it's killing.. ME!!!!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/20/2005 08:11:00 AM

Friday, November 18, 2005

[周杰伦 - 枫]

sometimes.. or most of the time.. things
happen when you're least expected..

pretty tied up with work as usual.. still
manage to meet up with friends despite
being pretty burnt out after work over
the weekend..

kind of last minute thing.. meet Adeline
and Wee at IMM to buy foods for the
BBQ.. bumped into my insurance agent
over there.. chatted for a moment and
carry on with the task.. even though it
was not preplanned.. most of us turn up
for it.. this group of people.. always got
a habit to do things better with a bif of
time contraint.. hahaha.. =p

went on BBQ until 1a.m.. was already
dead tired.. fall asleep in the room.. but
woke up at 3a.m.. going home.. got to
work in the morning.. after they had
send me home.. they went on to play
bowling till morning.. madness.. if I'm
not working.. probably I'm too.. =D

meet up with them at Suntec after work..
Mei's treat for her birthday at Surf'n'Turf..
they surprise her with a Secret Recipe's
ChocoBanana cake.. having putting it at the
restuarant kitchen without her knowing..
they went to Double O for clubbing session..
while I practically dragged myself home..
drop dead on my bed..

showing of a mild burn out lately.. physically
getting weak.. mild food poisoning.. and the
sickening bout of flu.. glad that it didn't go
much worse.. when one is tired.. mentally,
will also suffer.. not that I've turned mad lah..
it's the perceptions in things.. of which I rather
not said.. and forget.. <-- how I wish..

don't know what's on for tomorrow.. but for
tonight.. it'll just be another work day.. agree
to cover for my colleague.. going off to work
earlier than usual though.. got to attend some
refresher course for the coming audit..

got to go.. missed all my friends..

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/18/2005 10:38:00 AM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

[Fort Minor - Believe Me]

suppose to be in the mist of napping at this
moment.. I guess the 12 hours of sleep that
I had last night.. is keeping me awake.. was
feeling quite weak last night.. didn't even
bother to have my dinner after work.. drop
straight onto my bed after shower..

wake up in the morning.. receive a sms from
Patrick to meet for breakfast at Harbour-
Front.. readily agreed.. was feeling famish..
due to skipping my dinner for sleep.. almost
a month since I last met up with them.. had
our meal at MacDonalds.. spent the morning
chatting till noon before heading home.. lot's
of catching up done.. yet still many more..

forgotten about dates.. NoNo's birthday..
Happy Birthday NoNo!! =D

pretty packed week I had.. working almost
everyday.. catching up with my friends..
finally my stamina has fallen.. I'm just a
human afterall.. my colleague quoted.. I've
been working and working.. which amazed
some of them.. being still so energtic after
completing my shift..

the 12 hours of sleep definitely recharged
all the energy that I'd lost.. no longer that
lethargic.. fresher mind..

is this the amount of energy level thatI can
only stretched?

shall wait and see.. the next challenge..
still can't see when it's coming.. hope the
wait won't be long..

not much OTs for the coming week.. more
day offs.. team building on Thursday.. and
painting part of the house on Friday.. leave
only Wednesday to get a good rest..

feeling quite dilemmatic lately.. sometimes..
the mind don't seems quite identical to the
heart.. when the logical thinking met hunch..
the fight between both in unavoidable..

had goes with my heart to decide on some
things that changes me.. and turned out quite
good in some ways.. while some turned out
likewise..

having a logical mind.. enable one to see the
whole picture clearer.. but also tend to lose
out opportunities more often than the people
who follow their hunches.. intuition.. etc..

heading for a shower before off to work later..
shall end here.. update again soon.. hopefully..
another work week begins.. but I'm not dread
about it.. perhaps I've found a job that I like
as for now.. which is a good sign.. =)

TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/06/2005 04:20:00 PM