Thursday, October 27, 2005

 

[Eminem - Stan]

seems like years since I last had home
cooked food.. simple plate of noodles..
felt so much different from the meals I
had for the past few weeks..

had not been updating this space for a
period of time.. getting rather busy with
my work.. a dead routine of going off to
work and coming back home to sleep..

on the hind sight.. the upgrading within
the flat has completed.. not the block..
left with some rewiring of the electricals..

have not been meeting up with friends..
losing touch with my past routines.. now
having my off day seems very much a
strange feeling.. aimless.. perhaps I've
already got use with working.. and having
restdays that are usually different from
the norm.. and an opposite biological body
clock.. truely amaze many..

I'm not really sure is it because I become
much more money driven.. or I really into
my current job.. or am I trying to numb
myself off something else.. I just find that
going to work keeps me occupied..

came to term with what's being haunting
me for a few months.. letting go.. gives my
mind a dutiful rest.. very much refreshed..
where a straight face can be easily bended
to the curve of smile.. much happier..

over the weeks.. many things had changes..
happens.. progresses.. of some.. which I did
not really anticipated.. somehow.. I feel that
I need to keep an analytical and clear mind..
impulsiveness to be examed.. don't wish to
make the same mistake again.. called me a
coward as you might.. but I'm really scared..

a holiday break this year may not be much
neccessary.. perhaps a fruitful one on the
next.. unwinding.. recharged..

somehow got a new nickname in work.. one
of my colleague keep singing this whenever
he sees me.. talking with the operators..
"Casper.. the friendly ghost.."
I like working without restriction of ranks..
makes the job done easier.. creating a much
happier working environment.. it helps when
the age gap is not really that wide.. although
I'm older than most of them..

loves working night shift.. freedom to roam..
working with ease.. peacefulness where we
usually couldn't sense during the day.. how I
wish this could be permanent..

friends.. all my friends.. are truely missed..
all works and no other activities.. makes a
dull life.. looking towards weekend..

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/27/2005 08:44:00 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005

 

[Carrie Underwood - Inside Your Heaven]

finally.. the upgrading within the flat is coming
to an end.. not quite.. as my demanding father
have some problem with the works done by the
contractors.. let's just not talk about it.. delayed
in completion.. meaning one less toilet to use as
for now.. so.. inconvenient..

that's not all for the upgrading.. my mum broke
the news to me yesterday.. painting the house
after the completion.. which is nothing new.. but
what startled me is the next sentence..

"should be no problem painting them yourself
right??"

wah.. myself??? she think so highly of me sia..
but what other choice do I have? it's expensive
to hire painters.. my brother is always not at
home.. my dad is not in the best of health.. don't
let him do too much manual work.. can't possibly
ask my mum or sis.. so much for being the eldest
in the family loh.. hahaha.. =p

a little revolution will be taking place in my room
I guess.. planning with my sis.. going to get rid of
this current computer table.. replacing it with the
TV bench used in the living room.. they wanted to
get a new one for it.. get rid of the computer table
and chair.. replace with the TV bench.. woolen rug
to sit on.. will definitely be more comfortable ba..?
bringing the Xbox into the room.. means getting a
TV set to the room too.. still designing the curtain..
rough idea is there.. guess everything will come in
place after the painting is done..

it's quite a hassle to plan and design.. when comes
to a room that is shared by 3 persons.. everyone
had their own ideas of what they want.. but in this
case.. it's only me and my sis.. because only both of
us are forking out the money mah.. hehehe..

a room for myself only is still very much a dream..

work has been quite fine so far.. getting to know the
operators better.. but there's a hitch in here.. better
I get to know them.. the more friendly they are.. I
get to be disturb by them more.. a crazy bunch.. now
that I got 2 core groups of operators.. in the day and
the night.. working with them is much more pleasant..
no level of subordination between us.. which I hate to
have.. just friends.. helping each other..

anyway.. I guess my chances of going to US for the
project has most probably off.. as more experienced
ones are selected.. well.. at least I gotten an answer
for the chances that I take.. now that I may not have
it.. doesn't mean it's the end.. there'll be other similar
chances.. just have to keep a look out..

back to work tomorrow morning.. had quite a hard
time adjusting my biological clock back to normal.. is
trying very hard not to fall asleep now.. else.. I can't
fall asleep tonight.. need to wake up early tomorrow..

this coming weekend most probably will be just work
and home events.. as my usual cliques are enjoying
themselves at Genting starting tonight.. most of my
weekends will be burnt for work for this month.. how
can I reject the chances.. when I will be given 2 times
pay?? hahaha.. it's there.. and I'll grabbed.. =D

I must resist the temptation to take a nap.. I must
resist the temptation.. I must resist.. I must.. Zzz........

Oii!!!! Wake up.. ZZzz... Huh?? orh... I'll wake.. zzZzz...

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/14/2005 02:23:00 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005

 

looks like my biological had turned upside
down after a week of night shift.. will be
wide awake during the night.. while falling
asleep in the day.. not really a bad thing as
for now.. because tonight have to go back
to work.. weekend is over.. -_-"

staying at home to help my dad run some
errands for the past few days.. upgrading
of flats on our block seems to make him
rather a busy man.. making me a busy son
too.. hahaha.. opps..

cannot afford a maid.. so, I'll be the maid
for the time being loh.. hee.. carry heavy
stuffs.. buy lunch.. sweeping.. mopping..
shift cupboards.. etc.. etc..

not forgetting.. sleeping away in the heat
of the sunny afternoons as and when I'm
not as busy.. due to my biological clock..
the sleepyness will only conquered me
over after 6 in the morning.. almost turn
me mad for the first few days..

the drillings and knockings all around the
block isn't really helping out much too..

met up with Leo, Suz, Adeline, KST, Mei,
XP, Heng, Benson and GuoYao for dinner
at Paragon on Friday.. celebrate GuoYao's
birthday.. for consecutive years.. he is late
for his own celebration.. a hearty dinner at
Spageddies.. before going to PartyWorld
for K session. .

seems like my activities will only begins in
the evening onwards.. Saturday no less..
went Marina South to meet KST, Mei, Leo,
Adeline, and Suz for bowling..

Superbowl was pretty packed.. went to play
a few games of pool.. quite some time since I
handle the cue.. didn't play really well on the
first game though.. KST partner with Adeline,
Leo with Mei.. while Suz is with me.. by sheer
luck.. we won KST on the second round.. and
the winning streaks just continue.. while my
form seems to get a little better..

queue for bowling.. the crowd is still pretty
much after midnight.. got to wait for quite a
lengthy time before we get our lanes.. scores
were good for most of us.. with me getting a
high average surprisingly..

think I'll be heading back to my bed after
sending this entry in.. got to laze for a while
longer before going off to work.. for a long
period of time.. I'll not be hit by Monday
blues.. because mine started on Sunday! =p

kind of hungry now.. but I'm lazy.. hee...

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/09/2005 01:39:00 PM
Sunday, October 02, 2005

 

[梁静茹 - 丝路]

this is a nice song.. highly recommended.. =D
most of her songs in this new album very much
remain her mainstream style.. nonetheless.. do
not support pirated version.. somehow.. this
sentence will never look convincing to be said by me..
hahahaha.. opps.. =p

experiencing the working pattern of night shift
on Wednesday.. without the supervision of any
seniors in the shift.. quite relax overall.. except
that my brain shut down when approaching 5..
all the way till almost 6a.m when I get myself
up to carry on my work.. hehe..

went NTU after work to settle some stuffs for
my brother.. second time there.. and still look
so unfamiliar.. reached home at around noon..
only able to get myself a proper sleep then..

watched The Myth on Wednesday morning..
quite a nice show.. and without the hassle of
weekend crowd in the theatre.. also to pay a
cheaper ticket price to watch.. the only down
point is that I've to watch it alone.. as most
of my friends are working..

weekend is almost over.. actually it's very
much consider ended for me.. cause.. I'll be
back to work later in the evening..

didn't manage to meet up with the rest for
tennis on Friday.. as I ended my work after
10p.m.. met them for dinner instead.. follow
by bowling at Marina South..

met CY at City Hall yesterday afternoon.. as
she didn't really know how to get to the place
she wanted to go by bus.. went Apple store to
look for accessories for Ipod.. and had our
breakfast+lunch+dinner at Swenson after that..
her friend joined us shortly.. shopped around
for a while before they went off to meet their
friends somewhere else.. while I went off to
meet Willy, Chee Wee and Raghu at Suntec..
stop by Pacific Cafe after their dinner.. chatted
for a while.. Morgan joined.. they went off to
Lau Pa Sat for some bites and more coffee..

joined KST, Adeline, Mei, Leo and Suz to JB..
didn't manage to eat the fried bee hoon we
intended to have.. went Taman Garden instead..
found some good places for food.. planning to try
them some other time while we settle at some
coffeeshop over there.. food wasn't that bad as
thought.. relatively cheap and delicious too.. =)

going off for a nap.. charged up more energy for
the coming week of shift work.. facing another
challenge too.. upgrading is in progress at my
house this coming week too.. getting sleep and
shower will become a big problem for me.. when
I only get to sleep during the day.. and to work
only in the night.. enduring my next two weeks
in extreme situations..

who is kind enough to take me in temporary??
hee.. just joking.. =p

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/02/2005 02:16:00 PM
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