[Eminem - Stan] seems like years since I last had home cooked food.. simple plate of noodles.. felt so much different from the meals I had for the past few weeks.. had not been updating this space for a period of time.. getting rather busy with my work.. a dead routine of going off to work and coming back home to sleep.. on the hind sight.. the upgrading within the flat has completed.. not the block.. left with some rewiring of the electricals.. have not been meeting up with friends.. losing touch with my past routines.. now having my off day seems very much a strange feeling.. aimless.. perhaps I've already got use with working.. and having restdays that are usually different from the norm.. and an opposite biological body clock.. truely amaze many.. I'm not really sure is it because I become much more money driven.. or I really into my current job.. or am I trying to numb myself off something else.. I just find that going to work keeps me occupied.. came to term with what's being haunting me for a few months.. letting go.. gives my mind a dutiful rest.. very much refreshed.. where a straight face can be easily bended to the curve of smile.. much happier.. over the weeks.. many things had changes.. happens.. progresses.. of some.. which I did not really anticipated.. somehow.. I feel that I need to keep an analytical and clear mind.. impulsiveness to be examed.. don't wish to make the same mistake again.. called me a coward as you might.. but I'm really scared.. a holiday break this year may not be much neccessary.. perhaps a fruitful one on the next.. unwinding.. recharged.. somehow got a new nickname in work.. one of my colleague keep singing this whenever he sees me.. talking with the operators.. "Casper.. the friendly ghost.." I like working without restriction of ranks.. makes the job done easier.. creating a much happier working environment.. it helps when the age gap is not really that wide.. although I'm older than most of them.. loves working night shift.. freedom to roam.. working with ease.. peacefulness where we usually couldn't sense during the day.. how I wish this could be permanent.. friends.. all my friends.. are truely missed.. all works and no other activities.. makes a dull life.. looking towards weekend.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/27/2005 08:44:00 PM
[Carrie Underwood - Inside Your Heaven] finally.. the upgrading within the flat is coming to an end.. not quite.. as my demanding father have some problem with the works done by the contractors.. let's just not talk about it.. delayed in completion.. meaning one less toilet to use as for now.. so.. inconvenient.. that's not all for the upgrading.. my mum broke the news to me yesterday.. painting the house after the completion.. which is nothing new.. but what startled me is the next sentence.. "should be no problem painting them yourself right??" wah.. myself??? she think so highly of me sia.. but what other choice do I have? it's expensive to hire painters.. my brother is always not at home.. my dad is not in the best of health.. don't let him do too much manual work.. can't possibly ask my mum or sis.. so much for being the eldest in the family loh.. hahaha.. =p a little revolution will be taking place in my room I guess.. planning with my sis.. going to get rid of this current computer table.. replacing it with the TV bench used in the living room.. they wanted to get a new one for it.. get rid of the computer table and chair.. replace with the TV bench.. woolen rug to sit on.. will definitely be more comfortable ba..? bringing the Xbox into the room.. means getting a TV set to the room too.. still designing the curtain.. rough idea is there.. guess everything will come in place after the painting is done.. it's quite a hassle to plan and design.. when comes to a room that is shared by 3 persons.. everyone had their own ideas of what they want.. but in this case.. it's only me and my sis.. because only both of us are forking out the money mah.. hehehe.. a room for myself only is still very much a dream.. work has been quite fine so far.. getting to know the operators better.. but there's a hitch in here.. better I get to know them.. the more friendly they are.. I get to be disturb by them more.. a crazy bunch.. now that I got 2 core groups of operators.. in the day and the night.. working with them is much more pleasant.. no level of subordination between us.. which I hate to have.. just friends.. helping each other.. anyway.. I guess my chances of going to US for the project has most probably off.. as more experienced ones are selected.. well.. at least I gotten an answer for the chances that I take.. now that I may not have it.. doesn't mean it's the end.. there'll be other similar chances.. just have to keep a look out.. back to work tomorrow morning.. had quite a hard time adjusting my biological clock back to normal.. is trying very hard not to fall asleep now.. else.. I can't fall asleep tonight.. need to wake up early tomorrow.. this coming weekend most probably will be just work and home events.. as my usual cliques are enjoying themselves at Genting starting tonight.. most of my weekends will be burnt for work for this month.. how can I reject the chances.. when I will be given 2 times pay?? hahaha.. it's there.. and I'll grabbed.. =D I must resist the temptation to take a nap.. I must resist the temptation.. I must resist.. I must.. Zzz........ Oii!!!! Wake up.. ZZzz... Huh?? orh... I'll wake.. zzZzz... TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/14/2005 02:23:00 PM
looks like my biological had turned upside down after a week of night shift.. will be wide awake during the night.. while falling asleep in the day.. not really a bad thing as for now.. because tonight have to go back to work.. weekend is over.. -_-" staying at home to help my dad run some errands for the past few days.. upgrading of flats on our block seems to make him rather a busy man.. making me a busy son too.. hahaha.. opps.. cannot afford a maid.. so, I'll be the maid for the time being loh.. hee.. carry heavy stuffs.. buy lunch.. sweeping.. mopping.. shift cupboards.. etc.. etc.. not forgetting.. sleeping away in the heat of the sunny afternoons as and when I'm not as busy.. due to my biological clock.. the sleepyness will only conquered me over after 6 in the morning.. almost turn me mad for the first few days.. the drillings and knockings all around the block isn't really helping out much too.. met up with Leo, Suz, Adeline, KST, Mei, XP, Heng, Benson and GuoYao for dinner at Paragon on Friday.. celebrate GuoYao's birthday.. for consecutive years.. he is late for his own celebration.. a hearty dinner at Spageddies.. before going to PartyWorld for K session. . seems like my activities will only begins in the evening onwards.. Saturday no less.. went Marina South to meet KST, Mei, Leo, Adeline, and Suz for bowling.. Superbowl was pretty packed.. went to play a few games of pool.. quite some time since I handle the cue.. didn't play really well on the first game though.. KST partner with Adeline, Leo with Mei.. while Suz is with me.. by sheer luck.. we won KST on the second round.. and the winning streaks just continue.. while my form seems to get a little better.. queue for bowling.. the crowd is still pretty much after midnight.. got to wait for quite a lengthy time before we get our lanes.. scores were good for most of us.. with me getting a high average surprisingly.. think I'll be heading back to my bed after sending this entry in.. got to laze for a while longer before going off to work.. for a long period of time.. I'll not be hit by Monday blues.. because mine started on Sunday! =p kind of hungry now.. but I'm lazy.. hee... TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/09/2005 01:39:00 PM
[梁静茹 - 丝路] this is a nice song.. highly recommended.. =D most of her songs in this new album very much remain her mainstream style.. nonetheless.. do not support pirated version.. somehow.. this sentence will never look convincing to be said by me.. hahahaha.. opps.. =p experiencing the working pattern of night shift on Wednesday.. without the supervision of any seniors in the shift.. quite relax overall.. except that my brain shut down when approaching 5.. all the way till almost 6a.m when I get myself up to carry on my work.. hehe.. went NTU after work to settle some stuffs for my brother.. second time there.. and still look so unfamiliar.. reached home at around noon.. only able to get myself a proper sleep then.. watched The Myth on Wednesday morning.. quite a nice show.. and without the hassle of weekend crowd in the theatre.. also to pay a cheaper ticket price to watch.. the only down point is that I've to watch it alone.. as most of my friends are working.. weekend is almost over.. actually it's very much consider ended for me.. cause.. I'll be back to work later in the evening.. didn't manage to meet up with the rest for tennis on Friday.. as I ended my work after 10p.m.. met them for dinner instead.. follow by bowling at Marina South.. met CY at City Hall yesterday afternoon.. as she didn't really know how to get to the place she wanted to go by bus.. went Apple store to look for accessories for Ipod.. and had our breakfast+lunch+dinner at Swenson after that.. her friend joined us shortly.. shopped around for a while before they went off to meet their friends somewhere else.. while I went off to meet Willy, Chee Wee and Raghu at Suntec.. stop by Pacific Cafe after their dinner.. chatted for a while.. Morgan joined.. they went off to Lau Pa Sat for some bites and more coffee.. joined KST, Adeline, Mei, Leo and Suz to JB.. didn't manage to eat the fried bee hoon we intended to have.. went Taman Garden instead.. found some good places for food.. planning to try them some other time while we settle at some coffeeshop over there.. food wasn't that bad as thought.. relatively cheap and delicious too.. =) going off for a nap.. charged up more energy for the coming week of shift work.. facing another challenge too.. upgrading is in progress at my house this coming week too.. getting sleep and shower will become a big problem for me.. when I only get to sleep during the day.. and to work only in the night.. enduring my next two weeks in extreme situations.. who is kind enough to take me in temporary?? hee.. just joking.. =p TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 10/02/2005 02:16:00 PM |
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