hate to see a friend whom I truely valued in such depression stage.. I wish I could help.. give a lift.. or something like that.. but hardly I could.. it's a problem which no outsiders can jump into.. or perhaps it's something I never will understand.. everyone have their own set of problems.. nothing cannot be unsolve.. really hope to see you get over this soon.. really hope to see the cheerful you again.. no matter what happens.. you still got a whole bunch of crazy peoples like us with you.. to go through thick and thin.. not sure whether you will still come in to read this space.. just to let you know.. as a friend.. if you ever need any help or to get anything for you.. feel free to say so.. that's what friends are right? cheer up..! TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/31/2005 11:14:00 PM
[suddenly... ] I feel that things I wanted to buy are pretty expensive... why ar?? is it because oil price over US$70 per barrel oredi? or is it because the GST increase to 5%?? when 3% previously already quite a sum.. or is it everything keeps increasing.. but my pay didn't?? whatever it is.. there's a will.. there's a way.. I'm going to achieve it.. by scrimping up or pure luck.. hope I don't need to wait too long for my wishes to come true.. first thing first.. Comex on Thursday.. hehe.. got to scout for some items.. but not wanting to spend too much yet.. probably going down on Saturday.. need to jio Leo along.. oh yah.. got my first pay for my new job.. =D looking at it for this moment.. I don't think I'm regret taking up the risk as yet.. I'm loving it!! going to sleep liao.. Good Night all..!! TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/31/2005 12:15:00 AM
[Corrinne May - Free] it's midnight.. I should be sleeping right now.. but the obligation to fill in my entry forbids.. anyway.. it's a weekend with loads of activities.. not really rested.. but refreshing though.. Friday seems to be as usual now.. went over to Ah Wee's place for tennis.. it's feeling good to find something new to help me sweat out.. ever since my injury.. physiotherapy seems to be the only thing that gets me all sweat out.. visits to the beach has also come to a stop lately.. went ABC market for our dinner after the game.. more like supper.. as it was almost close to mid- night when we reached.. dropping by to West Coast MacDonald after the meal.. was so tired that I fell asleep at the playground while the rest of them were chatting away.. need to catch some sleep before morning.. went back for job training on Saturday.. maybe due to insufficient sleep.. the whole day is so restless.. don't even dare to sit on the chair.. but still couldn't prevent me from falling asleep while standing.. eyes were heavy.. meet Ah Wee, Mei, Leo, Suz and Heng at Ikea after work.. Suz want to get a new wardrobe for her room.. when will I be able to have my own room? or even my own house? so much of thoughts about it.. yet so far to achieve any.. had our dinner at Ikea before going over to Orchard to meet KST and GuoYao.. it's been quite some time since our last singing session.. sang our heart out.. with me falling asleep again.. another late night out.. think my energy seems to be sapping away easily.. getting old le.. haiz.. had supper at River Valley Road.. thought of skipping that.. but was too hungry to resist.. was quite shocked when I look at my watch upon reaching home.. 4.30a.m!!! didn't even notice it was already so late.. maybe I'm too tired to take note of the time.. slept all the way till afternoon.. haven't been sleeping much for the past few days.. woke up at around 2.30p.m.. log on to my MSN.. and the activity for Sunday was already planned before I knew it.. went over to Ah Wee's place again.. swim and tennis.. didn't really swam much.. more like soaking myself in the water.. went Pheonix Road for dinner just now.. have been keeping my weekends rather busy.. perhaps it's a good way to escape from my own thoughts.. although running away from the problem is not a permanent solution.. but I really can't get myself a perfect way to solve it.. I think.. it's really time to budget my expenses in the near future.. if not.. how am I going to achieve whatever that I wanted?? going over to bed now.. it's getting late.. another training day for tomorrow.. hopefully I won't feel as sleepy like Saturday.. hehe... TaKe CaRE.. truly missing... you.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/29/2005 12:08:00 AM
[James Blunt - Tears And Rain] sudden filled with frustrations.. choking me.. about to go to sleep.. but why is this happening? so much to say.. yet no place to voice.. encouraging words.. heard umpteen times.. said umpteen times.. so much that it doesn't have much effect anymore.. I guess it's time I run far far away.. find comfort in pain.. extracted from the song.. currently keep repeating on my media player.. so true.. so close.. so naturally attracted to.. hope that I'll be able to shake it off when I wake up in a few hours time.. Nite..!! TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/25/2005 10:58:00 PM
[梁静茹 - 花园] it's been raining for the whole day.. destroying my trip to Sunset Bay in the morning.. another chance to get myself tanned gone.. argh.. damn.. some minor changes in my working hours from this week on.. instead of the normal 8.30am to 5.30pm work timing.. mine has changed to 7.00am to 4.00pm.. arriving earlier.. thus, able to get home eariler too.. =D meet up with Wee, Adeline, Mei, Leo, Suz, KST and Alvin at Plaza Singapura after work on Wednesday.. catching Charlie And The Chocolate Factory.. had dinner at Cafe Cartel before the show.. the huge servings of Seafood Platter.. with Leo and me trying our best to clear up as much as we could.. that is with my own plate of Carbonara to account for too.. been eating quite a lot lately.. something that won't be good for me to keep my body in shape.. spare tyre is getting bigger nowadays.. some workout on Friday after work does help a bit.. it's been quite some time since I got a chance to sweat it out.. went to play tennis with Wee, Adeline and Mei.. almost freak out of myself just 5 minutes of playing.. my right knee gave way suddenly while chasing after the ball.. retired temporary on the sideline.. trying to savage the situation by massaging the knee and lifting my leg up.. luckily it wasn't as serious as I first thought.. did a bit of jogging around the court before joining back into the game.. after 2 hours of chasing and running.. headed to Wee's apartment to take a shower before meeting Leo, Suz, KST, and Pauline at Bugis Street Breko.. had our late dinner there.. ordered Bacon Aglio Olio.. had cravings for Aglio Olio for weeks.. some rather passive activities during Saturday.. went Orchard to do some slippers shopping before going over to Suz's house.. as Mei need to get a new pair.. meet Adeline at Taka after Wee fetched me from home.. down to Suz's house at Bedok when the shopping is done.. was really hungry when reached.. luckily.. Leo and her had already start preparing the steamboat before we had arrive.. after 3 rounds of soup refilled.. and not forgetting 3 bowls of rice.. the emptiness in my stomach is fully filled.. mahjong session after meal.. while Leo and Suz tag team.. same for Wee and Adeline.. Mei and me went solo.. but not for long as Alvin came along later to tag up with Mei.. maybe due to tiredness.. it was quite a mess for me.. at least still manage to reduce my losings in the last few games.. was quite happy with that.. as I'm not really as good as some of them.. suppose to meet my buddies for Sunset Bay in the morning.. all ruined by the rain.. went back to my sleep after I recieved Patrick's message.. low morale.. let me see.. I've not hit the beach since.. March??? that is almost half a year.. really missed the Sun, Sand and Sea of Redang.. Phuket.. and Sentosa.. (not in any order of preferences...) maybe shall plan for trips to Tioman, Langkawi, etc.. but looks not likely to happen for this year.. but trip to Batam seems to be on the way.. still on the plan for next month.. although I do feel like going down to Kuala Lumpur too.. =D going to start my rotating shift in October.. trips on weekends will be very unlikely for me to participate.. have to enjoy what ever possible within this couple of months.. saw a few pieces of clothings of my likings recently.. perhaps another shopping spree after recieving my new paycheck in a week time.. hee.. it's so far.. so good.. but I'm all out to get it better.. =D the question that looms in my heart.. seems to have some decisions made.. not concrete.. not yet affirmative.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/21/2005 05:23:00 PM
[James Blunt - You're Beautiful] drinking might numbed one's thoughts temporarily.. never permanent.. this is a fact that I know inside my heart.. yet I'm not following.. had another night of drinking out at Double O.. but things are much better than couple of weeks back.. much more controlled.. it's good to have friends around.. even though they might not know what is going on.. but their presence really make a different.. been 2 weeks after starting my new job.. things are going on quite fine.. facing a little problem with my laziness.. trying to keep that away.. putting in more effort to understand my work better.. learning is kind of going through crash courses.. as everyone are kind of busy.. but they still take some time out to clear my doubts and imparted knowledge of my work into me.. went Wala Wala on Thursday.. should be more than a month since we last visited.. listening to the UnExpected.. surprisingly, Leo and Suz turn up too.. all the way from Bedok.. left at almost midnight.. as most of us have to work the next morning.. well.. except me.. because I got to work on Saturday.. compensate Friday for it.. did not go anywhere throughout the whole Friday afternoon.. kind of lazy around at home.. meet up with Adeline, Wee, Mei, Leo and Suz at IMM for dinner.. Heng and KST joined us later in the evening.. walked around Daiso and Giant.. before going to Newton for supper.. they went on to meet Benson at West Coast MacDonald.. while I proceed home.. got to work the next day.. been spending quite a lot for this couple of months.. got to cut down the expenses.. luckily most of my bills are settled in the beginning of the months.. where personal expenses are much more easier to manage.. got to save up a little more for my next spending spree.. hahaha.. =D what lies behind the darken clouds.. may be more dark clouds.. or the long awaited sunshine.. the outcome will only be reveal when one move on to search for the result.. ultimately, it's not the result that makes a man.. but the process of searching build him to what he become.. I didn't give up hope.. why should I? Take CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/14/2005 02:58:00 PM
[Sarah McLachlan - Fallen] when weekends are usually meant to charge up the energy lost over the hectic weekdays.. but I seems to end up more tired over the weekends.. luckily, there's a public holiday on Tuesday.. National Day..!! I'm just happy to have just another holiday.. =D a new start.. got a start on my new job.. got to know new friends and colleagues.. more new faces that crosses the path I walk.. happy to make this changes.. but something is still been missed.. hard to describe.. perhaps I'm still not totally over from it.. Adeline's birthday on the 4th.. held a chalet at East Coast for celebration.. first night was still alright.. perhaps most of us are tired after a day of work.. trying hard to hold on to the sleepiness until almost 6a.m in the morning before we are "allow" to sleep soundly.. all thanks to Benson.. didn't catch much sleep though.. as I've to take my leave to Clementi for my audiometry test.. left around 8a.m.. took a short nap at home after the test before going back to the chalet.. had our lunch at somewhere in Bedok.. or Eunos? I also not too sure.. yong tau foo.. quite nice.. did a little shopping for groceries before going back to the chalet.. and it's Mahjong time!! hahaha.. nothing to do mah.. played for 5 hours or so.. and leave for supper at Bedok.. manage to win a small amount to cover my supper.. =D all hell broke loose when we got back from the supper.. because they insisted on finishing up the 1 and a half bottle of vodka.. madness.. =p didn't join in at first.. just watched them one by one getting mad.. was dragged into the game after that.. luckily manage to escape drinking too much.. still not suitable for another drink madness for me as yet.. as the rest are up for the 3rd round of madness.. I just lie at the bed to get some rest.. got to check out at 10.30a.m the next day.. woke up at 8.30a.m.. the rest are all asleep.. brush up.. without anyone to fight for the toilet.. get everything done before waking them up at 1030a.m.. hehehe.. watch TV while the rest are packing their stuffs.. went Parkway Parade for our "brunch" before going home.. everyone are just dead tired.. took a shower.. logged online to checked my unread mails before concussed.. woke up not long ago.. just finished my dinner.. going down to town to meet them again.. haha.. coffee session... TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/07/2005 08:04:00 PM |
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