Wednesday, August 31, 2005

 

hate to see a friend whom I truely valued
in such depression stage..

I wish I could help.. give a lift.. or something
like that.. but hardly I could..

it's a problem which no outsiders can jump
into.. or perhaps it's something I never will
understand..

everyone have their own set of problems..
nothing cannot be unsolve..

really hope to see you get over this soon..
really hope to see the cheerful you again..

no matter what happens.. you still got a
whole bunch of crazy peoples like us with
you.. to go through thick and thin..

not sure whether you will still come in to
read this space.. just to let you know..
as a friend.. if you ever need any help or
to get anything for you.. feel free to say
so.. that's what friends are right? cheer up..!

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/31/2005 11:14:00 PM

 

[suddenly... ]

I feel that things I wanted to buy are pretty
expensive... why ar??

is it because oil price over US$70 per barrel
oredi?

or is it because the GST increase to 5%??
when 3% previously already quite a sum..

or is it everything keeps increasing.. but my
pay didn't??

whatever it is.. there's a will.. there's a way..
I'm going to achieve it.. by scrimping up or
pure luck.. hope I don't need to wait too long
for my wishes to come true..

first thing first.. Comex on Thursday.. hehe..
got to scout for some items.. but not wanting
to spend too much yet.. probably going down
on Saturday.. need to jio Leo along..

oh yah.. got my first pay for my new job.. =D
looking at it for this moment.. I don't think I'm
regret taking up the risk as yet.. I'm loving it!!

going to sleep liao.. Good Night all..!!

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/31/2005 12:15:00 AM
Monday, August 29, 2005

 

[Corrinne May - Free]

it's midnight.. I should be sleeping right now..
but the obligation to fill in my entry forbids..
anyway.. it's a weekend with loads of activities..
not really rested.. but refreshing though..

Friday seems to be as usual now.. went over to
Ah Wee's place for tennis.. it's feeling good to
find something new to help me sweat out.. ever
since my injury.. physiotherapy seems to be
the only thing that gets me all sweat out.. visits
to the beach has also come to a stop lately..

went ABC market for our dinner after the game..
more like supper.. as it was almost close to mid-
night when we reached.. dropping by to West
Coast MacDonald after the meal.. was so tired
that I fell asleep at the playground while the rest
of them were chatting away.. need to catch some
sleep before morning..

went back for job training on Saturday.. maybe
due to insufficient sleep.. the whole day is so
restless.. don't even dare to sit on the chair.. but
still couldn't prevent me from falling asleep while
standing.. eyes were heavy.. meet Ah Wee, Mei,
Leo, Suz and Heng at Ikea after work.. Suz want
to get a new wardrobe for her room..

when will I be able to have my own room? or
even my own house? so much of thoughts about
it.. yet so far to achieve any..

had our dinner at Ikea before going over to
Orchard to meet KST and GuoYao.. it's been
quite some time since our last singing session..
sang our heart out.. with me falling asleep again..
another late night out.. think my energy seems
to be sapping away easily.. getting old le.. haiz..

had supper at River Valley Road.. thought of
skipping that.. but was too hungry to resist..
was quite shocked when I look at my watch upon
reaching home.. 4.30a.m!!! didn't even notice it
was already so late.. maybe I'm too tired to take
note of the time..

slept all the way till afternoon.. haven't been
sleeping much for the past few days.. woke up at
around 2.30p.m.. log on to my MSN.. and the
activity for Sunday was already planned before I
knew it.. went over to Ah Wee's place again.. swim
and tennis.. didn't really swam much.. more like
soaking myself in the water.. went Pheonix Road
for dinner just now..

have been keeping my weekends rather busy..
perhaps it's a good way to escape from my own
thoughts.. although running away from the
problem is not a permanent solution.. but I really
can't get myself a perfect way to solve it..

I think.. it's really time to budget my expenses in
the near future.. if not.. how am I going to achieve
whatever that I wanted??

going over to bed now.. it's getting late.. another
training day for tomorrow.. hopefully I won't feel
as sleepy like Saturday.. hehe...

TaKe CaRE..

truly missing... you..


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/29/2005 12:08:00 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005

 

[James Blunt - Tears And Rain]

sudden filled with frustrations.. choking
me.. about to go to sleep.. but why is this
happening? so much to say.. yet no place
to voice..

encouraging words.. heard umpteen times..
said umpteen times.. so much that it doesn't
have much effect anymore..

I guess it's time I run far far away.. find
comfort in pain..

extracted from the song.. currently keep
repeating on my media player.. so true..
so close.. so naturally attracted to..

hope that I'll be able to shake it off when I
wake up in a few hours time.. Nite..!!

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/25/2005 10:58:00 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005

 

[梁静茹 - 花园]

it's been raining for the whole day..
destroying my trip to Sunset Bay in
the morning.. another chance to get
myself tanned gone.. argh.. damn..

some minor changes in my working
hours from this week on.. instead of
the normal 8.30am to 5.30pm work
timing.. mine has changed to 7.00am
to 4.00pm.. arriving earlier.. thus,
able to get home eariler too.. =D

meet up with Wee, Adeline, Mei, Leo,
Suz, KST and Alvin at Plaza Singapura
after work on Wednesday.. catching
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory..
had dinner at Cafe Cartel before the
show.. the huge servings of Seafood
Platter.. with Leo and me trying our
best to clear up as much as we could..
that is with my own plate of Carbonara
to account for too.. been eating quite
a lot lately.. something that won't be
good for me to keep my body in shape..
spare tyre is getting bigger nowadays..

some workout on Friday after work
does help a bit.. it's been quite some
time since I got a chance to sweat it
out.. went to play tennis with Wee,
Adeline and Mei.. almost freak out
of myself just 5 minutes of playing..
my right knee gave way suddenly
while chasing after the ball.. retired
temporary on the sideline.. trying to
savage the situation by massaging
the knee and lifting my leg up.. luckily
it wasn't as serious as I first thought..
did a bit of jogging around the court
before joining back into the game..

after 2 hours of chasing and running..
headed to Wee's apartment to take
a shower before meeting Leo, Suz, KST,
and Pauline at Bugis Street Breko.. had
our late dinner there.. ordered Bacon
Aglio Olio.. had cravings for Aglio Olio
for weeks..

some rather passive activities during
Saturday.. went Orchard to do some
slippers shopping before going over to
Suz's house.. as Mei need to get a new
pair.. meet Adeline at Taka after Wee
fetched me from home.. down to Suz's
house at Bedok when the shopping is
done.. was really hungry when reached..
luckily.. Leo and her had already start
preparing the steamboat before we had
arrive.. after 3 rounds of soup refilled..
and not forgetting 3 bowls of rice.. the
emptiness in my stomach is fully filled..

mahjong session after meal.. while Leo
and Suz tag team.. same for Wee and
Adeline.. Mei and me went solo.. but not
for long as Alvin came along later to tag
up with Mei.. maybe due to tiredness..
it was quite a mess for me.. at least still
manage to reduce my losings in the last
few games.. was quite happy with that..
as I'm not really as good as some of them..

suppose to meet my buddies for Sunset
Bay in the morning.. all ruined by the
rain.. went back to my sleep after I
recieved Patrick's message.. low morale..
let me see.. I've not hit the beach since..
March??? that is almost half a year..
really missed the Sun, Sand and Sea of
Redang.. Phuket.. and Sentosa.. (not in
any order of preferences...) maybe shall
plan for trips to Tioman, Langkawi, etc..
but looks not likely to happen for this
year.. but trip to Batam seems to be on
the way.. still on the plan for next month..
although I do feel like going down to
Kuala Lumpur too.. =D

going to start my rotating shift in October..
trips on weekends will be very unlikely
for me to participate.. have to enjoy what
ever possible within this couple of months..

saw a few pieces of clothings of my likings
recently.. perhaps another shopping spree
after recieving my new paycheck in a week
time.. hee.. it's so far.. so good.. but I'm all
out to get it better.. =D

the question that looms in my heart..
seems to have some decisions made..
not concrete.. not yet affirmative..

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/21/2005 05:23:00 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005

 

[James Blunt - You're Beautiful]

drinking might numbed one's thoughts
temporarily.. never permanent.. this is
a fact that I know inside my heart.. yet
I'm not following.. had another night of
drinking out at Double O.. but things are
much better than couple of weeks back..
much more controlled.. it's good to have
friends around.. even though they might
not know what is going on.. but their
presence really make a different..

been 2 weeks after starting my new job..
things are going on quite fine.. facing a
little problem with my laziness.. trying to
keep that away.. putting in more effort to
understand my work better.. learning is
kind of going through crash courses.. as
everyone are kind of busy.. but they still
take some time out to clear my doubts and
imparted knowledge of my work into me..

went Wala Wala on Thursday.. should be
more than a month since we last visited..
listening to the UnExpected.. surprisingly,
Leo and Suz turn up too.. all the way from
Bedok.. left at almost midnight.. as most
of us have to work the next morning.. well..
except me.. because I got to work on
Saturday.. compensate Friday for it..

did not go anywhere throughout the whole
Friday afternoon.. kind of lazy around at
home.. meet up with Adeline, Wee, Mei,
Leo and Suz at IMM for dinner.. Heng and
KST joined us later in the evening.. walked
around Daiso and Giant.. before going to
Newton for supper.. they went on to meet
Benson at West Coast MacDonald.. while I
proceed home.. got to work the next day..

been spending quite a lot for this couple of
months.. got to cut down the expenses..
luckily most of my bills are settled in the
beginning of the months.. where personal
expenses are much more easier to manage..
got to save up a little more for my next
spending spree.. hahaha.. =D

what lies behind the darken clouds.. may
be more dark clouds.. or the long awaited
sunshine.. the outcome will only be reveal
when one move on to search for the result..
ultimately, it's not the result that makes
a man.. but the process of searching build
him to what he become..

I didn't give up hope.. why should I?

Take CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/14/2005 02:58:00 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005

 

[Sarah McLachlan - Fallen]

when weekends are usually meant to charge
up the energy lost over the hectic weekdays..
but I seems to end up more tired over the
weekends.. luckily, there's a public holiday on
Tuesday.. National Day..!!

I'm just happy to have just another holiday.. =D

a new start.. got a start on my new job.. got
to know new friends and colleagues.. more
new faces that crosses the path I walk.. happy
to make this changes.. but something is still
been missed.. hard to describe.. perhaps I'm
still not totally over from it..

Adeline's birthday on the 4th.. held a chalet
at East Coast for celebration.. first night was
still alright.. perhaps most of us are tired after
a day of work.. trying hard to hold on to the
sleepiness until almost 6a.m in the morning
before we are "allow" to sleep soundly.. all
thanks to Benson.. didn't catch much sleep
though.. as I've to take my leave to Clementi
for my audiometry test.. left around 8a.m..

took a short nap at home after the test before
going back to the chalet.. had our lunch at
somewhere in Bedok.. or Eunos? I also not too
sure.. yong tau foo.. quite nice.. did a little
shopping for groceries before going back to the
chalet.. and it's Mahjong time!! hahaha.. nothing
to do mah.. played for 5 hours or so.. and leave
for supper at Bedok.. manage to win a small
amount to cover my supper.. =D

all hell broke loose when we got back from the
supper.. because they insisted on finishing up
the 1 and a half bottle of vodka.. madness.. =p
didn't join in at first.. just watched them one
by one getting mad.. was dragged into the game
after that.. luckily manage to escape drinking
too much.. still not suitable for another drink
madness for me as yet.. as the rest are up for
the 3rd round of madness.. I just lie at the bed
to get some rest.. got to check out at 10.30a.m
the next day..

woke up at 8.30a.m.. the rest are all asleep..
brush up.. without anyone to fight for the toilet..
get everything done before waking them up at
1030a.m.. hehehe.. watch TV while the rest are
packing their stuffs.. went Parkway Parade for
our "brunch" before going home.. everyone are
just dead tired.. took a shower.. logged online to
checked my unread mails before concussed..

woke up not long ago.. just finished my dinner..
going down to town to meet them again.. haha..
coffee session...

TaKe CaRE!!


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/07/2005 08:04:00 PM
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