[Natalie Imbruglia - Torn]

couldn't find time to update this little
space of mine lately.. was quite held
up by some personal matters..

first and foremost.. a big thank you
to those who shower me with your
concerns over the week, upon
knowing my dad admitted in the
hospital.. he is alright now.. was
discharge on Wednesday afternoon
after going through Angio-PTCA
stent implant on Monday morning..
please don't ask me about the
medical term.. I'm not pretty sure
what it means too.. =p

making my way to hospital from my
home to hospital since Good Friday
is becoming a routine for me.. lucky
for me.. as I'm extracting my wisdom
tooth.. I need not take leaves from my
work.. using the MC i get to cover them..

a sudden crisis like this.. makes me
understand how vunerable a person I
am.. how bad I am in my management
of personal assets.. makes me wonder
what am I doing.. what I am going to do
about it.. many things run into my mind
again.. felt so helpless at times.. but not
easily beaten off by the obstacles.. got
to be strong..

what's the fastest thing on earth? well..
it got to be rumours.. giving it a bad
name isn't any thing wrong.. I hate it
when people try to discord between
people.. I hate it even more when it's
some relatives of mine that started it..
I sincerely wish that their life won't be
cut short by the deeds that they've
done over the years.. but to lengthen
instead.. damn.. I'm so evil.. =p

had dinner with Willy, Patrick and
Chee Wee last night at Clementi..
when to this Japanese restuarant
that sell affordable meals.. kind of
like those price we pay in food
courts.. had Tori Katsu Don.. given
the price that we paid.. the quality
isn't that bad.. cannot compare with
those high end restuarant we find
in town though.. at least it's as
authentic as it could be.. but the
free flow of Japanese Green Tea is
quite troublesome.. as I've to refill
my cup personally.. having to walk
all the way to the dispenser and back
to my seat to continue my meal each
time my cup is empty.. no wonder the
rest of them only have 1 cup..

as the 3 of them went KBox to curb
their karaoke addiction.. I went down
to Mohd Sultan to meet up with my
friends.. suppose to meet 9.30pm
outside Double O.. quite unsurprisingly..
I received a sms from Heng that Guo
Yao is still not ready yet.. waited for
them outside Tivoli Bar.. watching the
soccer match.. for almost an hour..

queue for the entry.. Heng, Guo Yao,
Mei and Heng's friend Ivy.. meet up
with Adeline inside.. didn't quite catch
the names of her friends.. wasn't really
in mood.. Leonard and Suzie joined us
moment after.. make a little mistake
with our order.. suppose to order 5
pairs of Magarita Shot.. but somehow
it become 10 pairs.. leaving us with
20 shots on the table.. kind of joke with
them about the curse I'm having at
that time.. can't seems to make myself
drunk having sank 4 Magarita Shot,
2 Tequila Shot.. 1 Bacardi Breezer and
1 Tequila Pop.. not forgetting the 5 or
6 Jugs of Volka whatever that we've
shared.. two beat musics.. cheap liqours..
roving lights.. swaying bodies.. typical
scene of clubbing.. just wasn't in mood
to enjoy.. can't find the rhythm to move
myself with the music.. can't possibly
making the music to move with me mah..
had Wan Ton Mee before heading home..
unable to sleep.. feeling wide awake..
stay up watching TV till 6 in the morning..
catch some sleep before the start of
another day..

feeling aimless and lost..

planning for a day is easy.. but to plan for
a whole lifetime is tedious..

I'm fine..


TaKe CaRE!!

walkingtarts awake and ranted on 4/03/2005 04:44:00 PM