[shag out..]
wake up from my much needed nap.. had my dinner.. now it's time to put the bits and pieces of what's going on from these couple of days.. skipped Thursday.. jump over to Friday.. went home to change into casual wear.. had dinner at Sakae Sushi in Heeren.. follow by Muddy Mud Pie of Coffee Club at Paragon.. after that, the group of us.. Ah Wee, Adeline, Ah Heng, Benson, Collin and me went over to Whampoa.. they had their Wanton Mee.. while I just ordered a glass of barley.. went home at around 1a.m.. watch Shark Tale using my bro's laptop.. didn't manage to complete the whole show.. too tired.. wake up 7a.m on Saturday.. continue the movie and follow by 2 episode of Initial D Stage 4.. meet Ah Heng and Benson for MacDonald breakfast at HarbourFront.. waiting for the rest to meet us.. one by one.. they arrive.. Ah Wee, Yao, Alvin, Collin, Suz and Leonard.. after they had their lunch.. we went over to Heng's parent's provision shop to get some neccessities for later.. went over to SP to play basketball.. it's been quite a long time we played together.. play until 3p.m.. check into Sentosa Sijori Resort.. going to stay over night.. and to attend Cherrie's dinner.. went for a swim at the pool before preparing for the dinner.. dinner held at Rasa Sentosa ballroom.. waited for quite some time before food is finally served.. super hungry.. overall was quite nice.. forfeited the bridegroom before we called it a night.. went back to the resort.. took our turns to take our shower.. all of us are too tired after a long day.. while Ah Wee, Adeline, Yao, Heng, Benson, XiaoP, Mei, Leonard and Suz slept in the room.. Alvin, Collin and me slept at the balcony.. too many people.. too little space.. at least it's more "peaceful" out at the balcony.. hehehe.. safe my ears from the symphony of the NoseZ Brothers.. wake up at around 7a.m.. while most of them still soundly asleep.. went swimming at the pool with Benson.. end up he make himself comfortable at the beach chair after some laps.. continue to soak myself in the water and swim a few more laps.. make my way to the beach chair too.. but did not last long.. waken up by kids at the pool.. end up swimming in the pool again.. went up for breakfast.. Alas.. they are waking up.. joining us for our Kaya.. Peanut Butter and Bread.. and the brew of the day is.. Coke!! yes.. Coke.. coz we have not much choice other than mineral water.. got to clear the foods anyway.. hahaha.. lazing around the balcony.. eating.. chit chatting away.. if only there are more weekends like this.. check out the resort on noon.. went over to Cherrie's suite at Rasa to get something from her.. and also help them to move their stuffs out from their room.. went to HarbourFront Mac for lunch before heading home.. watch a episode of Initial D.. but end up falling asleep halfway.. slept till 7p.m.. wake up for my dinner.. still kind of tired.. most probably will be going back to sleep after this enty.. weekend is gone again.. haiz.. TaKe CaRE.. still.. i miss you.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/28/2004 10:25:00 PM
[dreaming..]
the deeper I fall for you.. the further I feel I'm away from you.. hahaha.. a great start isn't it?? just came back from Jurong Point no long ago.. had dinner with Karen @ Fish & Co.. I had Black Pepper Stingray.. while she had Coraindor Catch.. and we share a Seafood Platter.. went to buy her stationeries and bread for her sister.. parted at Clementi.. waited very long for 166 to come.. still manage to catch a few glimpse of Rui'en when I got home.. hahaha.. :p was busy reading up at the CPF website for long term planning stuffs.. find some of it quite useful.. still considering about some of it's plan.. need to read up more whenever I'm free again.. looking forward to this coming Saturday.. attending my Cherrie's wedding dinner at Rasa Sentosa.. will be checking in to the chalet earlier.. hit the beach and then the dinner in the evening.. beach again the next morning.. hahaha... super looking forward sia... more suntanning for me.. 2 more freaking days to weekend.. wonder should I go for a haircut tomorrow after work.. hmm.. depends on my mood tomorrow ba.. and also the ever irritating workloads.. hmm.. my flu has gone.. but still suffering from mild cough.. hopefully it'll be gone in this few days.. 11pm liao.. tired.. going to bed.. write again on Sunday.. or as and when I got something to fuss about.. hehe... TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/24/2004 11:00:00 PM
[recovering..]
finally solve the problem of my blog not able to publish chinese character.. so simple.. yet I took so long to find out the actual reason.. still suffering from mild symptoms of common flu.. at least it's much more better than the past couple of days.. where, I'm practically half-alive.. went wandering at Jurong Point after work on Friday.. thought of catching a movie.. but the earliest slot for any show that interest me is at 7.30pm.. which was about 2 hours of idling.. choose to go home instead.. did the usual stuffs.. rot the rest of the evening away.. rudely awaken by a budge of pain on my left calf.. cramp! read the time on my alarm clock.. 7am!!! so early on a lazy Saturday morning.. soothen the pain and hit back to sleep.. waken up again by a message on my phone.. meeting up Ah Wee & Co for a swim at the condo again.. another swim and tan session.. hehe.. tiring.. but I'm loving it.. meet up with Heng at Chua Chu Kang for light meal before going over to meet Ah Wee & Co.. swam a few short laps.. jump into the jacuzzi pool again.. planning to book the BBQ pit for X'mas Eve.. left the place at 6pm.. book tickets for midnight show @ Marina GV.. watching The Shutter.. felt regret after entering the theatre.. why must I spend $8.50 on at Saturday night to get frighten by the movie?? hehehe.. but overall the show was quite interesting.. numbers of scary scenes and humourous too.. I must admit.. I'm quite scared loh.. so where the others.. if you want a good fright.. by all means.. by the way.. the show is in Thai.. for those who don't understand.. bear with it.. you just have to keep your eyes on the screen for the English & Chinese subtitles at the time.. hehehehe.. :p went to River Valley Road for supper.. only had a can of Green Tea.. still keeping with my habit of not eating too much before sleeping.. if only I keep this persistent and determination of other things.. haiz.. didn't sleep much.. only manage to fall asleep at around 6am.. woke up at around 10am just now.. couldn't make myself to enter the dreamland again.. watching some TV programmes on cable restlessly.. catch a couple bites of Roti John my Dad made earlier.. wondering how to spend the rest of the day.. my parents seems to be a bit annoy of me staying out all day long during weekends.. well.. parents are like this.. still.. I will do what my mind want me to do.. so tired of listening to orders.. ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- looking back for the things that revolves around me for the past few months.. nearly a year.. ups and downs.. left or right.. <-- this is just another rubbish.. please ignore.. completed my NS.. moved on to another stage of my life.. got a job.. but I'm not happy.. is it to do with my attitude toward it? or is it some other thing else? at this moment.. I'm just trying my best to keep me going.. being jobless is never a good thing at this current situation.. a friend once comment that.. a guy at the age of 25 should have at least 10k of savings in bank, if not, he's consider a failure in life.. instantly. he was rebuked by me.. hehe.. having 10k of savings doesn't mean success too.. maybe this is just a line of standard.. but 10k is not really a big sum to think of.. I do not have 10k in my accounts.. but.. within the year of 2004.. not including December yet.. I've already spent nearly 10k on neccessities and non-neccessities.. perhaps.. in this society.. many things are measured by monetary values.. too much to mention.. being rich doesn't mean everything.. but everyone just want to have a piece of being rich.. while the poor hope to be rich.. and the rich aim to be richer.. and the richer aim to be powerful.. climbing up this power ladder is definitely not a simple chore.. don't even think of having a sip of Gatorade! :p where am I on this ladder?? I've just reach the first step.. making a move the to second? hopping over to a new ladder? or hoping for an elevator to lift me up higher? the first two options are more realistic and more likely to be choosen by me.. not everyone are meant to catch a ride on the fast moving elevator.. for those who are not careful enough.. will end up falling faster.. ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- writing here sometimes need to be cautious.. not everything can be written for others to be view.. I've seen a couple of people turned their friendship soured because of this.. but.. it's all our own accord to post what we like here.. we have to be prepare for the consequences.. choose to share.. and what you share will choose to spread.. that's why some things I never reveal the true identity.. not many can guess it either.. only a few close ones knows.. and I'm glad they help me keep some of these.. ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- there are almost many things to write whenever I start.. but too long an entry.. bored others.. just like this one.. therefore I should put a stop to this one.. shall continue some other time.. looking really forward to next weekend.. a little island getaway for the whole weekend.. hehehe.. TaKe CaRE!! ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- 胡彦斌 Waiting For You 金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐 baby 你的眼睛 是一弯深邃的湖水 哦.. 忽明忽灭 掩藏不可思议的美 让我眩晕 在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼 就不见 Waiting for you I'm waiting for you Waiting for you Kiss me at the night 为何你 Cinderella 留给我一望 无际的思念 Waiting for you I'm waiting for you Waiting for you Come here to my dream 牵着你不断旋转 一直到黑发 变成了银线 Waiting for you Waiting for you 直到永远 哦.. 忽明忽灭 掩藏不可思议的美 让我眩晕 在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见 Waiting for you I'm waiting for you Waiting for you Kiss me at the night 为何你 Cinderella 留给我一望 无际的思念 Waiting for you ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- ----- walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/21/2004 03:30:00 PM
Free Falling..
How long more before I reach the ground? How long more will the ground be waiting for me? ................................. need to be awaken.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/19/2004 10:50:00 PM [not feeling well..]
Monday.. public holiday-in-lieu.. that's Hari Raya..
went to Top of the M for high tea.. revolving dining
took a walk around Takashimaya S.C before leaving..
Tuesday.. not feeling really that well upon waking up..
Wednesday.. as per normal.. my favourite weekday..
30 more minutes to knock off time.. got to end this..
TaKe CaRE!!
walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/17/2004 09:00:00 PM
[tired.. mentally.. physically..]
hi all.. I'm back.. miss my posting on Wednesday due to some personal matter.. will review later.. nothing much on Monday and Tuesday.. just like any normal working days.. met up with Guo Yao, Ah Mei, Ah Wee and Adeline after work on Wednesday.. went to Ah Wee's home to watch TV.. and to play with Poppy.. his puppy.. so cute.. hyperactive.. not too sure of the correct name for it's breed.. Maltese I guess.. went over to TCC @ Holland Village later in the night.. joined by Ah Heng, Xin Zhi, Judith and Benson.. had our usual fun of craps all night long.. had supper at Pasir Panjang before heading home.. meet up with Benson, Ah Mei, Ah Heng, Ah Wee, Adeline and Guo Yao again on Thursday morning.. went to Sunset Bay for a little suntanning session.. went to Jian Dao Jian for dinner.. and a little walk at Orchard before going home.. some of us still got to work the next day.. just about to reach home.. my Mum called to say Dad was not feeling well.. upon reaching home.. I immediately get him to hospital.. went into the observation ward for 1 hour after going through several check-ups.. was discharge after that.. but still have to go for some appointments after that.. was already 1am when I reached home.. didn't even change or shower.. fall asleep till 5.30am.. going back to work on Friday mah.. no choice.. the department I'm in is still operating despite factory shut down.. the whole of Friday was pretty shagged.. fell asleep on my desk on several occasion.. did not meet up with anyone after work.. or even stay to work OT.. was down with a fever.. fell asleep at about 10pm.. Saturday.. suppose to meet up with Guo Yao to buy presents for Ah Mei and Benson.. in the end.. he can't make it.. overslept.. went down to Orchard alone.. getting the presents is definitely not a smooth process.. but eventually.. still manage to get the job done.. both of them join up to treat us at Beng Hiang Resturant.. located at Amoy Street.. just opposite Far East Square.. basically.. all the chinese cuisines are not bad.. had lots of fun during the dinner.. only those who were there get to know.. hehehe.. followed by Part 2 of the evening programme.. went to Madam Wong.. party all night long.. well.. it's fun.. but for me.. I kind of don't feel anything exciting or whatever.. not in mood to club too.. like what they are saying to me.. I'm getting old.. hahaha.. maybe it's really that case.. clubbing is no longer my cup of tea.. still I will join for the sake of friends.. gatherings.. have a little fun.. went to swim at Ah Wee's new condo at Chua Choo Kang today.. swim for quite some time with Ah Wee, Benson, Guo Yao and Adeline.. went to the jacuzzi pool to relax.. well.. the facilities there are quite good.. but I find the condo apartmemt a bit small.. but that's how flats or condos are nowadays.. had our dinner at Lot 1 before Benson send me back.. and now writing this post.. things written here.. can be erased with just a click.. there are many that I wanted to remove from the archives.. yet I did not.. once written.. considered fact.. can't deny.. not in mood to carry on.. perhaps it's better not to add into here.. not everything can be shared.. sometimes.. there's still the need to burden certain stuffs ourselves.. silent shout.. constant fear.. drying eyes.. holding tears.. touch my heart.. hold you near.. time passes by.. but my heart for you will never die.. I'm in my foolish mode again.. nevermind about me.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/14/2004 10:00:00 PM
actually wanted to start something lame here.. but
for the sake of not losing anymore readership.. shall do it some other time.. hahaha.. :p meet up with Fiona, Ah Mei, Ah Heng, Guo Yao and Angela for dinner on Friday after work.. but things does not go well after dinner.. Angela's stomach flu caught up with her again.. had to part way with her after the dinner.. while we went to Party World for our singing session.. Alvin, Clarence, Ah Wee and Adeline join us after that.. went to Bedok for Bak Chor Mee after that.. been quite some time since I ate this.. still as delicious.. hehehe.. there was once a person who answer once of my question.. "What makes me happy??" well.. she answered.. "Foods and Friends.." laze my whole Saturday at home.. woke up too late to go back office to clock my OTs.. had little food for the whole day.. did not meet up with Ah Wee & Co for karaoke.. feeling a bit unwell.. maybe it's due to the hunger.. have to clarify one thing.. in order not to create any misunderstanding between anyone.. I did not meet up with you guys is not because I did not have someone to pick me up.. you all should know me well by now.. even without free ride.. I still be able to make my way to meet you guys anywhere.. was really not feeling well last night.. when I was about to prepare to go out to meet you guys.. there's a sudden dizziness hit me.. nearly freak me out.. cold sweats.. sorry guys.. I'm fine.. no worries.. talk a lot of stuffs with Fiona on MSN last night.. she had always been a good listener for my rantings.. while I'll also perform my duty as one too.. nearly 2 years since we last met.. partly is because I'm away from Singapore and each others commitment in work or other stuffs.. our conversation turns from serious.. depressing mode.. to happy.. crappy mode.. at first talk about changes in our life.. perspective of one's.. took a wicked turn to suaning each other.. disturbing.. quite nonsensical actually.. but lifted up my mood after a long dull day.. meeting my buddies for dinner at Alexandra Village later.. it's to celebrate Yan Han's birthday.. well.. another big gathering since my birthday.. looking forward to the foods.. hahaha.. :p having double dinner tonight.. my dad cook my favourite Bak Kut Teh.. have to eat some before meeting them.. must give face mah.. besides, Bak Kut Teh leh.. was craving for it a few days ago.. and it actually wish come true.. should have crave for abalone, sharkfins or winning 4D instead.. hahaha.. greedy.. greedy.. hmm.. looks like I going something to do for quite a while.. what is it? well.. what ar? I also not sure.. just feel like typing out.. so typed it out loh.. crazy... ok lah.. rubbish bin is full.. shall leave the rest of the excess baggage for disposal some other time.. thanks for reading.. TaKe CaRE!! which animal lost it's way everytime?? hahaha.. my lame question copied from somewhere.. answer will not be disclosed.. hahaha.. :p walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/07/2004 04:15:00 PM
yah.. thing seems to be great..
my posting is gone.. how much better can it be? suppose to get myself to work in the morning.. this is something that I had not done for quite some time.. but overslept after coming home late last night.. seems to feel quite bad over it.. like breaking my own promise to myself.. even though I did not really make one.. still feel so.. uneasy?? don't know lah.. just feel weird at the moment.. kind of bored currently.. but does not want to distrupt anyone's activities through MSN.. maybe it's good to be quiet sometimes.. as in during MSN lah.. I'm already quiet enough in reality.. :p got to find something to kill my boredom.. well.. this is just a life of a unwanted single.. haiz.. it's weekend.. people out there.. enjoy.. see ya!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/06/2004 11:06:00 AM
water on the lake surface is calm..
strong undercurrent lies beneath.. it's a brand new month.. reaching the end of a year soon.. about time many people out there starts to check if they had relish their resolutions made.. while making more new ones for the new year.. many thoughts ran my mind over these couple of days.. one of which.. I stored in my handphone archive in Chinese.. saying.. "there can be many out there who interest you.. but there will only be ONE, whom you ever wanted to live the rest of your life with.." on and off, I like to store messages of such into my handphone.. I called this particular one Beauty In The Heart.. hahaha.. must be thinking I am quite bo liao right? maybe.. maybe not.. there's always a reason behind everything.. during this few days.. I really sort out some stuffs that left scattered in my mind for a long time.. laugh at my own childish way of thinking.. over the year.. I've been hoping to start a relationship.. which never happen.. and another one.. which also doesn't happen.. then I realised that.. actually deep in my heart.. someone still affect me strongly after all these years.. a crush for almost 5 years.. all the while.. I've thought I can hide this feeling.. I've underestimated myself.. the affection grows stronger.. yet, I lack the confident.. nevertheless, I.. *secret* hahaha.. sometimes.. not everything can be access by the public.. that's why there's something called Privacy mah.. ok lah.. keeping this short.. just like my hair.. went for a haircut today.. back to my 2 inches long hair.. hahaha.. so cooling.. I'm happy? I'm sad? I'm crazy? I'm fine... :) TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 11/03/2004 08:40:00 PM |
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