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[hatred..]
[too much of it..] bear with me if I've too much spelling mistakes for this entry.. because I'm not in the mood to type everything onto MS Word before pasting them onto here.. :) well.. not really in mood particularly because of my work.. if everyone can perform their own duties properly.. there will be less extra works to carry out.. but this will never be the case.. not only they have to do extra.. I'm not spared either.. damn the gossipers.. bloody hypocrite.. backstabber.. thank you for making me stay back for overtime while you are already back at home shaking you big fat legs.. I hate my work environment.. period.. Monday was as usual.. back home after work.. not after I went for a haircut.. quite amusing in the salon.. since he is a male.. I shall address him as barber.. hehe.. ok.. this barber.. I seriously think he's partially blind.. cause he ask me.. "You working at Singtel??" I was quite surprise by that question initially.. but the best is yet to come.. after i reply "No.. why?" he continue to say.. "You look like Lee Hsien Yang.. the younger brother of the Prime Minister.." wahahaha.. I really think he is blind at the moment.. almost drop off the chair.. seriously.. if I'm half as capable as him.. yah.. dreaming off again.. Tuesday.. went to meet up my cousin, Karen for dinnner at Jurong Point after work.. cause she wanted to pass a box of mooncake to my parent.. anyway, it's been quite a while since we last met loh.. had dinner at MOS Burger.. after that I left for my driving lesson while she went home.. my very first time driving at night.. a total different feeling.. all seems so unfamiliar on the usual familiar route.. but at least not much mistakes.. :) hmm.. I don't want to talk about today.. going to meet up an insurance advisor tomorrow evening after work at City Hall.. I'm not going to take up another policy.. I'm not that crazy to take up so many.. looks like I really need a break.. that's all for today folks.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/29/2004 09:26:00 PM
[bored..]
[doing housekeeping..] [many unfinished stuffs..] better post this entry early.. got to get back packing up my stuffs again.. spent the whole of yesterday afternoon clearing stuffs in my wardrobe and drawer.. still got a cabinet to complete.. not forgetting filing all those bills and some other miscellaneous papers.. don't think I'll be able to complete tidy up my room by today.. too disorganized already.. hmm.. talking about the trip to Phuket for the end of next month.. looks like it will end up in premature death again.. one week had past and no one took the initiative to follow up the thing.. not even a word for those who suggested it.. wonder will it be revived from death.. really need a short holiday to unwind myself.. mentally of course.. hahaha.. :p hmm.. Thursday, went to meet my buddies for dinner at the hawker centre beside Allson Hotel.. coincidentally, Morgan's girlfriend was there too.. with her family members.. no wonder I keep finding her very familiar.. hahaha.. went to C.A.N Cafe after the meal.. think they've already likened this place.. so comfy.. hahaha.. and one of the waitresses is pretty too.. sweet looking.. :p yah.. took back my MD player from SONY too.. got to pay $158.50 for it.. damn.. since it's cheaper than getting a new one.. just suck thumb.. pay up loh.. at least it's working pretty fine now.. :) Friday.. went home after work.. was slacking at home.. watching TV.. until Willy called to meet Morgan at Boat Quay.. there we go again.. our usual hunt.. only the 3 of us went.. the rest are kind of tied up by their projects and school works.. Saturday, like I mention earlier.. spent nearly the whole afternoon packing my stuffs.. downloading albums.. not that I support piracy.. it's because I've no capabilities to go for original.. hahaha.. :p hmm.. today hor.. wake up on 11.37am.. slept on 4am.. it's been a very long time since I watch TV till so late.. usually it will be my computer.. but somehow.. don't feel like using.. just try channel surfing loh.. it's really suffer when one is not sleepy.. and got nothing better to do.. a bit lazy to continue with the packing.. hehe.. see how loh.. nice weather leh.. how I wish I' in the swimming pool right now.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/26/2004 02:45:00 PM
[welcome..]
[this is my centennial entry..] [hmm.. what am I going to write??] it's been nearly 9 months since Christmas 2003.. the faithful day I started this little space to throw all my nonsensical thoughts.. laugh at my own foolishness.. I know some of you do too.. hehe.. :p of course, there's one person I have to thank is Jasmine a.k.a baby loh.. if not for her.. there will not be this weblog.. I lose my interest in reading.. but pick up something else.. my surprise interest in writing.. thanks for your guidance in helping to build up this place.. :D time flies.. so much had happen.. the 3hr flight from Karn Pheng Saen Airbase to Singapore Changi Airport.. bear in mind about my next half a year wearing that dirt green coverall.. make some new friends.. sweat and laughed our working hours away.. all the lame jokes.. office wrestling.. which I had my fair share of contribution.. entertaining them with extremely lame jokes.. some of which are original one ok.. as for office wrestling.. my sole contribution should be "organizing" the match loh.. always tricked someone into the trap when they are at the most unprepared state of mind.. these 6 months.. passes.. no more are the daily ride of TIBS 855 to Nee Soon... no more of the smell of so many time of industrial oils that lingers on my body after I changed out of my coverall.. but truly speaking.. I miss those days.. like the 1 year 2 months and 27 days in Thailand.. now.. I'm stuck in this maiden job.. still stuck in the daily routine of waking up on 5.30am.. face the mirror with my sleepy face.. poor mirror.. haha.. smile at it to brighten up my day.. at least to start the very first hour with a smile.. no matter how tired I am loh.. :) work is not that bad.. many things to be learn.. the only thing that irking me is the relationship between colleagues.. well.. kind of the same in anywhere else.. just bear with it for now.. until a better opportunity come knocking.. I wish.. :p plans.. what have I planned? I've planned to further my study.. hopefully to be commence on the second half of 2005.. got to apply for bank loan if I can't save enough.. its then or never.. if not, when my urgency to further my study dies out.. I'm stuck with this miserable Diploma.. one magical paper with the ability to get you somewhere.. but nothing further.. what other plan?? get a partner?? It's easier said then done.. if anyone got to be blame.. it's got to be myself.. investment? well.. excluding my insurance.. I had a fair share in contributing to various charity organization every week.. it's either I donate to them.. or they donate to me.. but odds are.. I donate to them most of the time.. but luckily.. I'm not a compulsive gambler.. place a small sum to buy some hope for my almost emptied wallet.. come upon this statement on someone else's weblog.. find it rather interesting.. meaningful.. "they laugh at me because I am different, but I laugh at them because they are all the same." hmm.. this entry is.. erm.. so lengthy again.. :p sorry if I bored you.. there are more that I would like to add.. but it'll become a novel soon if I don't make a stop now.. shall update again.. looking forward to the Phuket trip next month.. hopefully things get confirm soon.. :) TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/22/2004 10:26:00 PM
[erm...]
[lethargic..] [it's ending soon..] grey a. between black and white; clouded; turning white; aged; intermediate, indeterminate -n. grey colour blue a. of the colour of sky; depressed; indecent -n. the colour, dye or pigment -pl. inf. depression; form of jazz music courtesy of Collins Dictionary *ahem* today, I'm teaching you people about colour.. hahaha.. like real.. joking lah.. actually these are the two colours that I frequent use of late.. both sounds so depressing.. but it all depends on how one wanted the description to be.. for example.. grey.. a mixture of black with white.. doesn't it mean there's still a bright side in a dark patch?? :) so.. it's not a bad after all.. blue.. colour of the sky.. sky is vast and clear.. means carefree and indefinite.. this don't sound depressing too.. when a different meaning is put on certain words.. a whole new point of view comes out.. choices are within one's hand.. towards the positives or the negatives are just within a matter of one's decision.. when come to such situation.. my method of decision making is to go hassle-free.. well.. brand me as lazy.. the matter of fact.. I'm lazy.. don't like to leave what may bother me in my mind for too long.. either I make the decision right away.. or cast it away.. wait till it arises again.. ironically.. it's my indecisiveness cause many missed chances in life.. regret I may felt.. sometimes.. but.. since it's over.. why bother to lament on the past? aren't our duty in life is to pave a path for our future? keep on looking back slows down a process.. hmm.. enough of my rubbish theory.. time for my updates.. :p actually, it's because I don't know how to continue.. hahaha.. Saturday, went to my driving lesson as usual.. went to Andy's son, Ethan's full month at Woodlands after that.. carrying a big present with me from my home to Bukit Gombak.. then to Woodlands is really trouble.. but his son is really cute loh.. babies are cute what.. I like the smell of babies.. don't know why.. reminds me of the days my mum still baby-sits for people.. had BBQ over at his place.. help him set up the pit.. get my hands coated with charcoals.. body with sweat.. after all the works.. I only ate a little.. hahaha.. too much of BBQ stuffs are not good for health.. left the place around 7.30pm. meet my buddies at Wet & Whistles.. forget when is the last time I stepped into that place.. two or three weeks ago?? or more?? watch soccer match over there.. play a couple games of pool.. with me losing all.. quite unlucky I think.. Stef (one of the waitress) comment about why I look so depress.. erm.. do tired and depress look the same? Morgan suggested that, "Man only troubled by two things.. first is Woman.. the other is Money.." hahaha.. strictly speaking.. I can't be troubled by both things.. because I have none of them.. hahaha.. :p Sunday.. meet Willy and Patrick at Sim Lim Square.. Willy wanted to get himself a CD-ROM drive.. while Patrick is looking for a new CPU for his cranky old computer.. get myself a Kingston 128MB Data Traveler a.k.a Thumb Drive.. at the price of $39.. quite cheap.. move over to Bugis Junction for lunch.. was damn hungry.. didn't have a single proper meal since Friday night.. all the finger foods complete my Saturday.. however.. if you consider BBQ as a proper meal.. or 3 Dao Sa Bao.. maybe that makes 2 proper meals.. :p send my loyal MD player to hospital.. something is wrong with it lately.. can't really describe it.. I'm going to live without music for 2 weeks!!! thinking of it.. most probably will be going bonkers after the first 3 days.. unless I manage to dig out a FM receiver by tonight.. which is simply quite impossible.. after checking it in.. we went to CAN Cafe to slack around.. their first time there.. at least I didn't recommend a bad place.. even though we were there quite early.. no crowd.. ordered drinks and fried calamari.. rest comfortably on the couch.. I'm resting on one by myself.. while the two of them shared.. hahaha.. that's all for this entry.. still waiting for my dinner.. even though I'm not really hungry.. maybe catch the variety show on cable TV.. oh yah.. since I got nothing to do last night after I got home.. and no one particular to chat with at 2am in the morning.. went to read Dolce-Vita again.. not matter how many time I've read it.. still touched by this little fairy tale.. :) TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/19/2004 07:03:00 PM
[hmm..]
[no idea..] I'm back dumping my mind rubbish again.. people become more sensible when they grow older?? hmm.. is it?? I doubt so loh.. why? just look at how some adults argue about small things.. you can just relate their argument as childish.. during argument.. senseless remarks often thrown out from our uncontrollable mind.. how often will we think twice before we say something senseless out?? what makes thing worse.. at this intense mood.. nothing goes into our ears are sooth enough to ease the rage.. what may be good sense.. becomes no sense at all.. at this very moment.. decision making is definitely at it's lowest effective point.. so.. try making someone angry.. then ask the person for money.. tell he/she this amount of money need not be return.. if you're in luck.. the decision made might be working for you.. hahaha... give it a try.. :p hee.. enough of my nonsense.. back to my regular updates.. Oei.. don't yawn leh.. am I so boring?? hmm.. give some face lah.. :p just a quick one.. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.. are the same.. hahaha.. :D no OT.. didn't feel like doing it.. besides, nothing really urgent that need to meet any deadlines.. just packed up my bag and leave at 5.30pm sharp loh.. hehehe.. spend most of my time staring at this little box.. still procrastinate about my plan for exercising.. as in jogging.. been thinking about it for the past few months.. just talk and no action yet.. hehehe.. lazy to the bone.. hmm.. I don't know.. I don't know.. I don't know what?? I also don't know I don't know what.. I'm crazy again.. :p my mind is practically blank now.. perhaps still waiting for someone to fill it up.. if there ever a kind soul.. I'll definitely be grateful forever.. hehehe.. I'm not joking leh.. ok lah.. stop yawning.. I'll stop now.. thanks for your time.. come again.. :p continue with my random clicking of the small white mechanism called mouse.. while waiting for my fairy godmother to come and fetch me on midnight.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/15/2004 09:03:00 PM
[feel great..]
[just wake up..] [listening Alex To's Ai Bu Mie..] felt so good after exercising.. yeah.. long awaited soccer session with my buddies.. manage to crack in a goal too.. hehe.. quite happy by the undisrupted game for most of the morning.. normally there will be other teams come along to challenge us.. why I use challenge us instead of we challenge them?? it's because we are always there early at 8a.m.. hahaha.. so early.. especially after reaching home at after 2a.m last night.. went for lunch after the game.. wanted to eat Laksa Yong Tau Foo.. but didn't know there's a change of owner.. no more liao.. sian.. had normal one instead.. still alright.. but I want Laksa leh.. long time no eat liao.. craving for it.. especially there's no noodle for lunch everyday at work.. took a nap after my shower.. a nice 4 hrs of much needed rest.. hahaha.. to make up for the insufficient amount last night.. nothing much on Thursday.. just meetings after more meetings.. nothing productive too.. in another word.. just a waste of time.. stayed behind to finish up my reports.. I'm becoming a professional REPORTER soon.. Report Writer actually.. hahaha.. just parts and parcels of work.. I'm grumbling again.. :p meet up with Patrick, Morgan, Yan Han and Willy after work at Tiong Bahru.. they had dinner at Tiong Bahru Market.. while I've already consumed mine at the company canteen.. walk over the Ya Kun for a sip.. meeting up with them are always great.. joked around.. watching "drama" of bickering couple.. all the classic from what we often saw on TV.. quarrel.. cold shoulder.. walked away.. then patch up.. hahaha.. :p Saturday.. went back to work unwillingly.. sian.. left at noon.. asked Ah Wee and Adeline out for lunch.. they living near Bukit Gombak mah.. had Dumpling Noodle.. nice.. but serving was small.. went for my driving lesson.. sian.. not in mood.. did a lot of mistakes.. got scolded.. but just hack care.. mind too preoccupied by don't know what also.. but looking forward for the dinner in the evening though.. it was Jackson's birthday.. belated actually.. he is giving us a treat at Din Tai Feng.. hahaha.. shiok.. have been craving for their Xiao Long Bao since I got back last year.. but didn't have the chance.. filled my stomach with so much variety of dumplings.. relax at Coffee Club Express after dinner.. followed by intensive KTV session.. but only left Jackson, Xin Zhi, Ah Wee, Adeline, Ah Mei, Benson and me.. while Chee Khang went home.. carless is equals to moodless to him I guess.. and Guo Yao went over to Mohd Sultan to meet up with his.. hmm.. er.. friends?? :p the whole week was alright overall.. at least weekend is something to look forward to every time.. where all the fun and laughter comes around.. as well as much needed rest.. really need to prepare myself to battle the workloads day in day out.. hmm.. er.. never mind.. don't feel like typing out.. hungry.. going to have my dinner.. will be back again next week for more updates.. Take CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/12/2004 07:48:00 PM
[hmm..]
[weird sky..] well.. was quite fascinated by the clouds up in the sky while I'm on my way back home.. closer to the land.. they are in dark grey.. yet don't look like those normal rain clouds.. further up.. those white colour.. two shades of clouds under the blue sky.. think this is the first time I ever encounter something like this.. reminds me of the orange moon I saw in Thailand.. too bad.. Singapore is a land populated by high-rise buildings.. many amazing changes in nature.. nights.. where I just have to look up.. millions of stars smile back at me.. was pretty troubled a few days back.. felt strained in my work.. partly because I've to hold on to this job.. some of you who are closer to me know why.. but the thoughts are there.. somehow it will hover around when I met problems.. I've no problem interacting with my colleagues.. Just that when I got so much of secrets about them.. I felt frustrated.. suffocated.. from this short period of time that I start working.. I can conclude that we, as human.. will never grow up mentally.. by looking at how everyone handles gossips.. problems.. works.. and quarrels.. many of those can be solve easily from the view of an external party.. will be marred by words of immaturity.. I'll not deny I'm just like anyone of them.. but I just can't stand the fact that there's a whole bunch of hypocrites working besides me, day in and day out!!! relax.. take a deep breathe.. everything will be fine again.. just don't let wild thoughts runs over.. ok.. done my self encouragement.. hahaha.. weirdo?? hmm.. perhaps.. some skills that I enquired through life for being the eldest in the family and numerous set backs that befallen on me.. never did I give up on myself.. if I ever did.. I wonder how many times I've met the King of Hades.. hahaha.. it's Wednesday again.. looking forward for weekend to come by.. my driving lesson.. Jackson a.k.a Franky Toh's birthday.. a short revival of Sunday soccer.. haha.. some of those things that breaks my lifeless pattern of living.. exactly one more month to my second driving test.. really hope to pass this time.. hmm.. I'm thinking of changing a new digital camera.. any ideas where can I trade in old for new one?? the current one I'm having is quite bulky and dries up batteries fast.. cheap stuffs mah.. :p why I got this sudden decision to change one? it's because I need something light and compact to bring around.. so that I can capture all those candid shots and facial expression of my friends ogling at babes.. hahaha.. especially to Guo Yao.. during the whole time at Bugis.. Ah Mei (I didn't use your name liao hor..) can be my prime witness.. hahaha.. only lack the streams of saliva dripping down from your mouth.. if taken.. sure become classic.. hahaha.. :p well.. felt so relax now.. maybe it's due to that self- encouragement just now.. got to end now.. chatting with my friends.. to all of you.. thanks for dropping by.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/08/2004 09:37:00 PM
[feel numbed..]
[something missing..] [but I don't know what..] thought of writing something else.. something that bothers in my mind.. about kids nowadays.. but just couldn't phrase them properly.. perhaps some other time where my mind is more clear and time permitted.. feel more comfortable writing about what happen for the past few days.. Thursday, didn't feel like working late.. luckily Willy called to meet for dinner at Tiong Bahru Plaza with Morgan.. took it at Long John Silver.. been quite some time since I had meal there.. proceed over to Ya Kun for some drinks before heading home.. work OT on Friday.. since I got nothing on in the evening.. went home and stuck myself on this 17 inches monitor.. kind of lead a boring life... wonders what will happen to me if I lost my computer?? hmm.. I indeed live without computer for quite some times before loh.. where there's no internet access within 32km radius of the place I'm situated.. went for my driving lesson on Saturday.. nothing much.. went home and wait for my buddies to finish their projects discussion in school before joining them for dinner.. well.. it's Tiong Bahru Plaza again.. hahaha.. had BK for dinner.. follow by you know what.. yeah.. that's right.. Ya Kun.. chatting away with them is really fun.. all the lame jokes.. remarks.. ideas.. from funny to serious.. looks like we've found another hangout other than the one at Boat Quay.. Sunday.. went swimming at 12.30pm.. quite a lucky day I guess.. got free entry for no reason.. the lifeguard was standing at entrance.. signal us to go over.. said another five more minutes.. no more free entry.. he even jokingly said that we have to swim 50 laps for it.. hahaha.. what a joker.. I didn't want to lose out though.. I replied "pay by 50 installments can or not??" O_o hahahaha.. enjoy the Sun for less than 30 mins before the sky turns cloudy.. was later stuck in the rain after our shower.. went to Queensway after the rain had ceased.. the place looks so much brighter now.. crowd is still as many as the last time.. didn't get anything.. had ice-cream at MacDonald before going home to prepare myself to meet Guo Yao and Xin Mei.. waited for Guo Yao to come over.. he's late as usual.. but at least he is driving.. kind of having phobia being his passenger.. he's one hell of a crazy driver when he is bored.. almost got ourselves involved in an accident.. went to Bugis Junction.. as he needs to change a new pair of earphone he bought a few days ago.. suspected faulty.. walk around while waiting for Yong Xing and Laura to arrive.. had our dinner at Sakae Sushi.. RICE!!! hahaha.. well.. what happen doesn't really matter.. there's a saying goes like this.. "Day time don't ever talk about human.. Night time about ghost.." and we just personally experienced this deja vu.. we're talking about one of our friend.. Benjamin, who just celebrated his birthday a couple of days ago.. the next moment.. we saw him queuing up at the entrance.. bid goodbye with Yong Xing and Laura.. while the 3 of us went to slack at C.A.N Cafe.. first visit there.. the ambience is actually not that bad.. quite an ideal place to chill out.. well.. kind of long.. and late.. better end this now.. if not, my fairy godmother will be mad at me for staying up after 12am again.. hahaha.. :p TaKe CaRE!! responsibility a burden? never it will be.. even if it is.. I'm glad that I've played a part in sharing it with the rest.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/06/2004 11:13:00 PM
kinda tired after a whole day of activities..
brain ain't functioning that properly.. shall leave this space unfilled till tomorrow when i'm back from work.. for once.. i've to break this routine of mine.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 9/05/2004 11:24:00 PM [frustrated..]
sometime I really wish I can quit this job without any
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