[bored..]
[extremely bored..] hahaha.. went over to Funan Centre to collect my Xbox earlier.. it came with just one controller and no games.. wah.. went to spend money again loh.. luckily my sister is a bit automatic loh.. volunteer to pay for it.. if not, the costs that incur on me due to these stuffs are going to vacuum my savings away.. time for some backlogging.. Thursday, a damn tired day.. was forced to work till 9.30pm.. received a last minute complaint from Epson.. went over to the warehouse to fix the problem.. well.. the problem is quite easy to solve.. but a whole lot of 1000 over parts to fixed.. had a finger cramping evening.. took a cab home.. at least the fare can be claimed.. hahaha.. Friday, spend the whole day down at Epson again.. managed to complete most of the parts.. leave a few hundreds for the next day, as the staffs are busy going back.. who will want to work OT on weekends?? well.. me loh.. hahaha.. because I was late for the company transport at 5.30pm.. stay till 7pm loh.. meet Willy, Morgan and Chee Wee at Tiong Bahru Plaza for some coffee at Coffee Bean.. this regular meeting with them is actually quite interesting.. relaxing.. definitely pull myself out from the stress that shouldered on me for the past one week of work.. :) Saturday, went back to work again.. because the parts at Epson are still incomplete.. my initial thought of taking a break for this weekend is spoilt by this.. made my ghostly presence there.. haha.. cause, I've unintentionally gave Kelly (Epson's Assist. Engineer) a fright went I got there.. I was about to knock the door to alert her, but she turn around before I did.. unaware that I was around.. she gave me a shock look.. hahaha.. do I really look so ghostly?? anyway, finally complete the job.. rush back to the company so that I will be in time for my driving lesson.. reached Bukit Gombak just in time.. ask my instructor to renew my PDL for me.. no time mah.. everyday work.. got my new test date.. 8th of Oct.. really very fast.. just about a month more to go.. went home after that.. before meeting the trio again for dinner and our SOP (Standard Operation Procedure) hangout place.. yah.. Wet & Whistle loh.. hahaha.. :p Sunday.. hahaha.. :D finally can sleep a full 8 hours.. really forget when is the last time I'm able to do this.. collect the Xbox, buy lunch for my sister.. play a few rounds of car racing with her.. before coming online.. for a short while actually.. went out again.. Tiong Bahru Plaza.. hahaha.. yah.. cause it's near mah.. had kopi at Ya Kun.. didn't go for a swim today.. not determine enough to go myself.. same goes for jogging.. hahaha.. :p waiting for dinner to be cooked.. hungry?? not really.. sometimes.. we do things just for the sake of doing it.. isn't it like that?? only it cost not harm to myself.. and won't create a wrath on others.. conclusion.. it's just another boring week.. except of the time spent with my friends.. another than that.. monotonous liao.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/29/2004 06:32:00 PM
[hehehe..]
[happy hubber..] yeah.. finally got my Max Online running.. what can I say? hmm.. really very fast loh.. hahaha.. besides, installation is just a piece of cake.. practically pictures and little words.. great isn't it?? hehehe.. went out again last Sunday, after posted the entry. another rushing experience.. same as before.. 20mins to settle my things.. didn't manage to pack my stuffs though.. leave it till this weekend I guess.. hehehe.. went to Orchard.. cause, Guo Yao wanted to get himself a pair of earphones.. but.. I hate shopping with him.. keep comparing my Sony earphones and Benson's Panasonic's.. as usual.. he didn't get any of those.. cause, all the shops are either closed or closing.. hahaha.. went down to Changi Village for some light supper.. called Leonard to join us.. since he stay over at Suzie's house.. near near only.. hehe.. had the Chicken Chop Hor Fun recommended by Benson.. while Xinmei order Rojak.. went home after some talk cock session.. tired.. Monday.. went to meet up with my ex-campmates at Sembawang Shopping Centre.. they are giving Yap a farewell dinner.. what a place they choose.. Tastes Of Thai.. hahaha.. they scared that he won't get use to the food over at Thailand ar?? he still got at least 365 days to consume the authentic Thai cuisine over there loh.. well.. slowly will get use.. in fact.. not bad lah.. :p Tuesday was boring.. went to Epson again.. I guess I'm cursed by this brand.. kept going down to the warehouse to solve all the product problems.. another OT day.. what to do?? the only way to earn more mah.. Wednesday.. Today.. Happy day.. why? because weekend is coming.. hehehe.. saw Epson's Kelly again.. she came over for audit.. even she know I've already memorize their product criteria by heart liao.. hahaha.. of course lah.. if you get to handle all the complains of this thing since you start working, you see you will remember them by heart or not loh.. my cute insurance agent called me again.. this time is to signed a letter of acknowledgement.. since she is at Seng Kang doing road show.. I've to signed those papers from her colleague over at Jurong East after work.. just sign and go loh.. someone (drunkard) complained about my long entry.. yah.. yah.. some people like it short.. while I like it long mah.. cannot ar?? :p hahaha.. anyway.. Happy Belated Birthday to you ar.. don't say I not friend enough hor.. k lah.. shall end here.. counting down to weekend in 2 more working days!!! hahahaha.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/25/2004 08:39:00 PM
[sleepy..]
[room messy..] [brain also messy..] hehehe.. promise myself to clear my room today.. got to start packing after I posted this.. went back to work in the morning.. yah.. in a lazy Sunday morning.. some people might be thinking now, that I'm mad.. hahaha.. no lah.. I'm not mad.. it's responsibility versus laziness.. and responsibility wins the contest.. got a project on hand running for production.. need to keep an eye on it.. no choice.. I've to sacrifice some sleep just to get the job done.. at least, managed to score some "performance" points mah.. hehehe.. drag myself awake at 5.30am in the morning as usual.. there's not company transport to pick me up today.. go back by public transport.. didn't manage to catch any fast nap on the bus.. reach company just on time.. some hitches during the production.. luckily manage to solve it.. made my way home at 12pm.. intended to meet my friend for lunch at Jurong Point.. but she's still asleep.. just proceed with going straight back home.. hee.. rest loh.. tired also.. had my lunch.. hehe.. yah.. having noodles again.. looks plain.. but it's delicious loh.. don't believe?? ok.. time for some updating on past few days.. well.. nothing much happen on Thursday.. went to work and back after OT.. dinner.. online.. sleep.. boring.. Friday.. working OT initially, but end up meeting Willy, Morgan, Chee Wee and Yan Han at Bugis for dinner.. went to Wet & Whistle after that.. yah.. usual as well.. can't think of any other place to "rot" ourselves after dinner.. didn't stay late.. they have lectures the following morning.. while I'll be working too.. yah.. that project loh.. seriously in need of sleep.. Saturday.. took a cab home after work.. lazy to take a bus as I'm carrying a pail of stuffs from the Seventh Month offerings.. watched the semi-final match between Singapore's Li Jia Wei and North Korea's Kim Hyang Mi.. an exciting and closed fight between the two.. but disappointingly, Li lose to the more persistent Kim.. well.. at least Li did Singaporeans proud for coming so far.. something that we have not be able to do for the past 40 over years.. went to Plaza Singapura after the match telecast end.. sign up for the Max Online Xbox promotion.. hee.. going to bid goodbye to my BroadBand.. took a queue number and wait.. at least 40 places away.. no choice.. just wait for my turn.. finally signed up after more than 30 mins of wait.. still got some problem.. I don't have a SCV cable point in this room.. got to get someone to fix it for me.. at least the BroadBand I'm currently using will only be terminated next month.. looking forward for the Xbox which only can be collected next week.. hehehe.. meet up with Willy and Patrick at Tiong Bahru for dinner.. was very hungry.. ate Hokkien Prawn Noodle.. still so delicious after so many years.. went home after that.. can stay up too late also.. don't want to oversleep.. was disrupted from this posting just now.. but quite welcome it.. went swimming with Willy and Chee Wee.. spent most of my time soaking in the water.. too many people.. lazy to swim when I've to avoid people.. oh yah.. Li Jia Wei lose to the South Korean, Kim Kyung Ah for the bronze medal final.. at least she came so far.. to those who are prepare to criticize her.. bear this in mind.. can you come this far yourself? :) tiredness after the swim, adds on to the tiredness in me earlier.. but I still got a lot of things to clear.. better start packing up the stuffs now.. if not, my sister is going to complain again.. hehehe.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/22/2004 07:06:00 PM
[tired..]
[so humid..] [thinking a lot..] well.. didn't i say i'm not going to watch the fireworks on my previous post? well.. still make it to the wonderful display of pyrotechnical arts in time.. haha.. the whole thing goes like.. Xinmei : sian leh.. Clarence : thought you all going to watch fireworks? me : the organizer bo cho gang loh.. call it off liao.. Benson : who want to watch? me : me anything want loh.. Xinmei : how to go?? Clarence : i'm fine with it loh.. Benson : we ride bike loh.. Clarence picks up Xinmei.. i go pick up NST.. Xinmei : what time you can make it?? Clarence : give me 15 mins to prepare and i can go pick you up.. Benson : NST, meet you downstairs at 7.20pm.. me : hmm.. ok.. see you later.. going to prepare liao.. and the time is 6.55pm.. hahaha.. during the 25 mins or so.. i manage to shower.. had my dinner.. wash the plate.. and still make it to meet him on time.. meet up the other two at International Plaza before heading to the reclaimed land opposite Esplanade.. the route to our destination was so packed.. luckily we are on bike.. manage to squeeze here and there.. Benson forgotten that my legs will turn out wider than his, behind his bike.. try to go between two cars.. got my right knee to knock against the side mirror of one car.. the driver was like.. what to fight liao.. then i go push back the side mirror.. all the way back.. facing him.. hahaha.. my leg still pain mah.. didn't really go and think about adjusting it properly for him.. then Benson kept apologizing profusely.. then we move off liao.. and that guy just stuck there loh.. hahaha.. reach the place just on the dot.. the fireworks begin just as we are stopping.. this is whole lot better than the one we watched last week.. luckily we make it here.. if not, really will regret it loh.. i really like the feeling inside my heart during each explosion.. just like exploding my troubles away.. in the other end.. i really admire those who designed all these.. they are just so amazing.. before that.. while we are finding a good spot to watch.. GuoYao called one of us.. he said saw us riding pass his car.. he was with one of his guy friend there watching fireworks also.. guy friend?? who will believe?? hahaha.. we called him again after the fireworks.. he said want to eat something before going home.. then we wanted to tag along.. but he keeps rejecting and did not want to disclose his whereabouts.. this makes us more curious about who is the one beside him.. of course she was a gal lah.. anyone of us will know that.. Benson's intuition was so dead accurate.. we went to Jian Dao Jian for dinner.. as Clarence and him still have not taken their dinner.. hehe.. spotted right on man!! saw his Subaru Impreza along the road.. he was with the gal.. going to the same place.. hahaha.. we just keep teasing him throughout the meal.. as for the gal.. Benson and I, sort of knew her before.. but that was so long ago.. during the chalet i rented for my birthday.. went home after the meal.. Benson forgotten to drop me off at the main road.. instead, he turned into the car park.. all the way to the stairway.. and i saw my parents waiting at the corridor outside the flat.. were actually waiting for my sister to come home from the airport.. return him the helmet.. i quickly rush up.. but luckily they didn't scold me lah.. just said something.. and i tell them it usual for me to take bike.. been doing since long time ago.. aiyah.. they also know wan loh.. since this is the case.. they also cannot say much mah.. but at least i get the silent approval.. don't have to hide from them anymore.. hahaha.. ok.. about her.. i know some of you are quite disagree with what i'm doing.. i must admit.. her character really appeals me greatly.. i've always being as a soft sport for girls with hardworking and independent personality.. don't ask me why.. i also cannot give you a good answer to that.. it's been like this since long ago.. i will not say i've given up.. but it's the case of letting nature takes it own course.. because of a certain conversation that i had with her on Monday.. well.. i just have to grab hold on this little hope.. a hope that she will consider me more than a friend.. definitely not at this point of time.. i know.. at least she is happier now.. hopefully she stays happy always.. hmm.. had instant noodle for dinner.. did i mention i cooked a great dish of instant noodle?? even my mum loses out to me.. hahaha.. she even insists me to cook for her.. how can that be?? well.. i'll not say practice made perfect.. as nothing is perfect in this world.. it's more likely to say.. improvement through experiences.. hee.. want to try??? wait loh.. take a number and follow the queue.. 1 to 100 had already taken by me.. hahaha.. one of my Thailand campmate, Issac, comes over for kopi session at the coffee shop below my block.. he just finishes work at Ayer Rajar Camp.. don't want to be trapped in the traffic.. so, ask me to join him for a cuppa loh.. luckily him.. i did not stay back for OT today.. i've somehow made Wednesday my rest day from OT.. hehe.. quite tiring to work so long period of time loh.. sucking all the energies away from me.. wonder why don't suck the unwanted carbohydrates away as well??? then i don't need to bother about these dangling pieces of meat liao.. :p had a good talking session with him.. talk about the people who had came back.. how's everyone doing.. almost everything that can be related to this group of oversea survivors.. hahaha.. hee.. i've top the table of the Gang of Buddies Fantasy Football League.. well.. this is just the first match up.. still got 37 more to go.. this season is more exciting.. as there are another 2 buddies joining us.. hee.. hmm.. she's online.. well.. i don't know what to do.. see how loh.. haiz.. feeling a bit of dejected.. don't know why.. wonders.. better stop.. ok lah.. shall end now.. still have to check up some stuff.. get back again on Sunday.. TaKe CaRE!! attn: i got my spelling checked!! hee.. :p walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/18/2004 09:13:00 PM
[just recover from flu..]
[still as foolish..] [bored..] yeah.. so bored.. looks like it's going to rain.. somemore won't be going to watch the fireworks liao.. sian all the way.. the one suppose to organise this trip is sick.. many people are falling sick lately.. flu epidemic i guess.. Friday.. went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for kopi session with my friends straight after work.. well.. OT actually.. only the four of us there.. CheeWee, Patrick, Willy and me loh.. relax one corner at CoffeeBean.. they talk about their school.. about my work.. about soccer.. about many many others.. joked around a bit.. poor CheeWee.. somehow became the prime target of the night.. was not even let off even when we are going home.. Willy post something about him at the message board of our Fantasy Football League.. hahaha.. Saturday.. went back to work as usual.. since i got nothing to do.. go back and complete some of the stuffs on hand loh.. at least better than leaving it on the desk to grow cobwebs.. join Willy and Patrick for dinner at Millenia Walk.. they are late as usual.. or am i early?? hmm.. maybe i've not being coming to town lately.. find the CityLink a bit long.. like some neverending passage.. at least it waste some of my waiting time on the two of them.. the place is so crowded.. some event going on at Suntec.. not very sure of what is happening.. and don't really bother about it either.. hahaha.. went to Wet & Whistle after dinner.. well.. my friend, Xinmei said this is my SOP (Standard Operation Procedure) on weekends.. hahaha.. quite true loh.. business was same as usual.. not much people.. in fact.. we are the first to reach loh.. actually the reason to go there is to watch EPL.. hehe.. then still can sing songs in the mean time.. as we are about to leave.. Xin Zhi called.. ask whether want to join them for supper.. well.. a bit of hungry.. plus early.. it's about 10.30pm.. so i join them loh.. Benson and him pick me up at Boat Quay.. went to Whampoa.. had the Wan Ton Mee.. the much recommended by them.. but actually i had Dumpling Noodle instead.. prefer the latter mah.. Ah Wee, Adeline and Jackson were already there when we reached.. sat there.. talked about the plan for fireworks at Esplanade.. but in the end.. still no conclusion.. thus, not going liao.. reach home at about midnight.. the rest of my family are sleeping.. sister on holiday at Bangkok.. came online.. sure she won't be online at this time.. chat with my friends.. thinking about some personal stuffs.. downloaded Jay Chou's new album.. now listening.. not bad.. stay up till about 3am before my eyelids win the battle against my will.. another day pass.. woke up very late today.. nearly noon.. there goes my plan to jog.. i've been telling myself to jog for quite some time.. but i just don't have the self discipline to carry out.. i'm gaining some weight.. this is not good.. well.. leak out the identity of she to two person.. will i hope both of you really keep it a secret.. hee.. thanks.. hmm... four crabs occupying the basin at the kitchen.. have to keep a constant eye on them.. wait if i headcount with just three.. how?? another treasure hunt will begin i guess.. hahaha.. either i find it and throw back to the basin.. or it find me and give me the High Five loh.. hahahaha.. wah. always took around an hour to complete one post.. am i really that long winded? bear with it if you really find this annoying.. anyway, this is my rubbish dump to throw my personal thoughts.. some place where i'm more comfortable revealing details of my life.. well.. that's all i guess.. Hungry Ghost Festival is starting.. well.. something happened to me on that fateful night last year.. hope this year will be a peaceful one.. i'm not particularly ready to face another shock.. especially when i'm in this Foolish mode.. hee.. :p See ya..! looking at the image.. i hope.. it's you.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/15/2004 03:21:00 PM
[still sick..]
[still foolishly incurable..] [still listening to Qi Li Xiang..] okies.. i'm back.. still the same.. running nose is bothering me.. but at least i visited the doctor in the morning during work.. got some medicines.. just took on cold tablet after my dinner.. yes.. just.. i'm use to have my dinner late anyway.. one thing for sure.. she still didn't know i'm admiring her secretly.. well.. since it's secretly.. of course she doesn't know.. what an idiot.. i'm saying about myself.. don't feel offended.. if you think you are one.. i'm mean no harm.. okies.. almost wanted to leak out the secret earlier.. but deep in my heart.. i remind myself it's not the right time to say this thing.. as she is still fresh from the emotional scar.. even if it means there might be no beginning to start something between the two of us.. i'll still be there for her always.. especially during this period of time.. she is the much sought after Princess.. i'm the lowly Court Jester.. performing silly acts to make people laugh.. felt her sadness within.. i'm far cry from thousands of Prince Charming out there.. but still i'll perform dutifully to see her smiles and laughters.. enough to warm my heart.. heal the pain beneath.. a fool.. i think the medicine is beginning to take effect.. felt a bit of drowsy now.. but still very much conscious.. nothing can stop this feeling i guess.. even if i've a sincere and loyal heart.. will i be able to compete against the looks and riches? okies.. maybe the riches.. at least.. i believe she is not someone who will be so materialistic.. as for the looks.. beauties and beaus are meant for each other.. how much chance will i stand?? i really don't know.. haiz.. wrote most of my stuffs happening around the week last night.. only left what's happen today to write about.. went to work even though i'm still dripping like a untighten tap.. felt much better after taking the cold tablet from the doctor.. but it's just temporary relief.. at least better than none.. have to meet my bubbly insurance agent, Candy, after work.. saw Leonard.. he knocking off too.. ask him to give me a ride to Jurong Interchange.. hee.. first time pillion his bike.. quite comfortable.. because of the box behind.. can relax one side and enjoy my sight seeing.. notice something along the way to my drop off point.. how come Mercs like to jam brake?? quite a couple of incident happen along the way.. nevermind if the traffic is slow.. or heavy vehicles in front.. but went the traffic is quite clear.. jammed brake for what?? still talk on the phone somemore.. haiz.. rich people.. poor attitude.. nevermind.. finally reach and meet her.. sign the declaration form for my hearing problem.. yeah.. i'm suffering from partial hearing impaired since primary school.. i lost my hearing on the left side.. all thanks to a single tight slap granted by my form teacher then.. sign the declaration form and went to take bus 97 home.. many thoughts run in my mind during the trip.. especially near certain area of the journey.. since the thoughts keep running.. and i'm not feeling well.. i didn't manage to catch any.. but don't worry.. once i'm recovered.. see how fast they can run.. hahahaha.. i might not be fast.. but i will not give up without a fight.. :p That's the GESSIANs spirit!! hahaha.. familiar with that?? my dear buddies.. miss those good old days.. really glad we are still in such close contact with each other after so many years.. countless of birthday celebrations.. visit to Wet & Whistle.. the Sunday basketball court soccer which rarely occurs.. hope this stays forever.. buddies!! well.. don't know why.. even though i keep repeating the song.. i still haven't find it irritating.. find the lyrics quite interesting personally.. although Qi Li Xiang also means Chicken Parsons.. one of the most favourite snacks for Taiwanese.. it's not that gruesome as it sound loh.. anyway.. if you don't get it.. Chicken Parsons = Chicken Backside.. :p hmm.. haiz.. forget it.. there are something that comes into my mind.. but shall not put it here.. just want to be truely, madly and deeply wish that she will get over it soon.. :) got to end here.. if not, my keyboard will be drowned by the mucus dripping down from my nose.. hehehe.. yucks!!! i've problem taking my hand of this keyboard now.. help me?? See ya!! 雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水 院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一迭 几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却 你出现在我诗的每一页 雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水 窗台蝴蝶 像诗里纷飞的美丽章节 我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾 你是我唯一想要的了解 walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/11/2004 08:56:00 PM
[struggling..]
[sick.. running nose..] [listening to Qi Li Xiang..] never once i find making a decision to blog so difficult.. well.. this is Tuesday.. i did not make a date with Morrie.. he's dead anyway.. but his vast knowledges still circulate around the world.. why am i doing this on Tuesday?? well.. just feel like writing something here.. ok.. still haven't get over from the situation.. so silly of me.. it's a tough time for her at the moment.. yet i can't think of anything to cheer her up.. still sitting here typing my loads of rubbish.. logged on to my friendster earlier.. went to view her profile as usual.. kind of my routine since so long ago.. somehow forgotten how all these started.. this one sided wishful thinking.. silly of me.. i wish i'm the only one feeling hurt.. not you.. foolish of me.. trying to make myself not to keep thinking about you.. crazy of me.. for trying to make you feel better, while i'm not far better off.. faithfully waiting.. the rays that melts my heart when you starts to smile again.. sincerely wishing.. for the best of everything coming for you.. even if it means you will be not around as frequent.. innocently me.. my running nose is bothering me.. since weekend.. guess nothing goes smooth when one's luck is down.. feeling drowsy for the whole day.. dazing my working hours away.. but still manage to accomplish some matters on hand.. didn't want to get an MC.. as it might affect my job appraisal.. i'm still under probation you see.. although one day might not mean anything.. since i still can manage it.. just endure through till 5.30pm loh.. drink loads of water.. trying to flush my body system clean.. kind of better than how i felt in the morning.. hopefully tomorrow won't be that bad again.. well.. that Sunday.. sort of turning point for the week.. anyway, met my friends to watch fireworks.. suppose to pick me up at around 4pm.. wait till 5.30pm then reached my home.. went to Marina Square.. well.. it's so crowded.. couldn't find parking lot.. finally called my friend, Leonard and his girlfriend, Suzie to hop into the car.. six of us squeezing in Ah Wee's sporty Lancer.. hahaha.. drop over to HarbourFront to get ourselves dinner from MacDonalds.. then rush back to Marina.. drove over to the patch of reclaimed land opposite Esplanade.. it's crowded there.. maybe this is what i call.. Great Minds Think Alike.. hahaha.. didn't manage to meet up the other three friends who came separately.. only to meet up after the fireworks at Marina South.. the fireworks are definitely splendid.. the feeling of being young again.. i remember watching it over the Sheares Bridge with my family when i was young.. memories.. the work by HongKong Team is admirable great.. even though the whole thing end in a short 5 minutes.. the impact leave deep in my heart.. now i'm looking forward to the work by Team Singapore this coming Sunday.. grand finale.. after meeting up with the rest of the group at marina south.. we went over to Simpang Bedok (sp?) for supper.. Maggie Goreng, Cheese and Mushroom John, Satays, Chicken Wings.. just to name a few.. yummy.. yummy.. reach home at around midnight.. came online after my shower.. quite aimless.. play a few round of Yahoo! Pool.. stare blanking at the screen.. showing her friendster profile.. while Qi Li Xiang keep repeat from the Window Media Player.. the feeling of cold struck me.. i know i'm falling sick soon.. indeed.. as i'm having a running nose now.. stay till 4am before my tiredness won me over.. somehow wrote something on my phone before i sleep.. my another avenue of writing.. Monday.. National Day.. Public Holiday.. hee.. don't need to work.. it's just feel so great when i don't need to work.. escaping from the hassle of rushing deadlines.. witnessing some impractical arguments.. hearing the gossips and slandering from one and other.. i just want to keep my mind free.. anyway.. woke up by my phone again.. well.. i seldom switch it off.. went to meet my friends, Willy and Morgan for a swim.. thought that after the swim, might feel much better.. it was proven.. wrong!! hehehe.. went to Great World City.. Willy wanted to buy goggles.. as his old pair snapped off.. but he bought a disc by Paul Van Dyke instead.. hahaha.. went home after that.. didn't manage to get anything for myself.. came online again.. go through my routine.. then went for a nap.. missed the uniformed groups march pass when i wake up.. sian.. the only item in the parade that attracts me.. spend most of the time looking at this monitor box instead.. still feel so sick after the nap.. stay till around 11pm before dropping onto my bed.. starts to think of her again.. haiz.. i've already wrote so much today.. what am i suppose to write tomorrow? well.. just let it be.. maybe i can come out with something else?? maybe.. maybe not.. just wait and see.. shall end this now.. TaKe CaRE.. Night will end for yet another day.. Morning will come in a special way.. May you smile like the sunny ray.. Leaving your worries at the bay.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/10/2004 08:54:00 PM
[happy.. holiday..]
[sad.. something else..] [argh.. not a very good morning..] why is this happening to me?? haiz.. should i blog this thing down?? if i do it.. will she notice it when she pop in to read?? maybe she never even notice what i've been feeling inside for so long.. maybe to her.. i'm just another friend.. someone who talk with her when she's bored.. someone to play game with when she is bored.. someone who send those sms greetings to her once in a while.. when she have somehow holds an important place in my heart.. blame it to myself to come to this situation.. blame it solely on me.. myself.. and no one else.. she is not feeling good now.. that's make me feel the same too.. i always hope she will be happy.. ok.. that's sound so silly of me right?? i'm just this hopeless when comes to this matter of heart things.. the most hopeless thing i'm doing now is to find words of comfort.. while i'm feeling hurt in my heart the same time.. argh!!!!! nevermind about this.. i'm just a hopeless guy.. i'm pretty sure those who knew me quite well and reading this is shaking their head again.. i know what i'm doing my friends.. no worries. i've grow up.. 25 years old.. no longer that extreme hopeless guy in my poly years.. i'll try to get over this.. i'll try.. suppose to be sleeping at this moment.. my nice weekend plus long holiday.. nevermind.. there's still tomorrow to make it up.. work the whole day yesterday (Saturday).. no choice.. i'm not born with a silver spoon.. i've to make myself work this extra bit.. i can't turned myself into a loath.. i've to fight my laziness.. i don't want to add anymore burden to my family.. ok.. i'm really not in good mood.. help me??!! hmm.. Thursday and Friday was fine.. went to meet up with my friends at Boat Quay straight after work on Friday.. wanted to write something here.. but nevermind.. as usual.. went to Wet & Whistle.. i'm earlier than the rest again.. sat there waiting for the rest to arrive.. got question by the waitress there about am i really drunk on last Friday.. hee.. honestly.. i'm drunk loh.. but not to the extend that i need someone to carry me home.. i still can walk in a proper manner without support.. one of the waitress named Pat said it was no fun.. cause didn't manage to make me drop.. well.. actually i could easily drop.. if i'm drinking in this current mood.. but i'll drop because i'm drunk.. it's because i want to drop.. that's me.. my form of escaping from reality.. be strong.. meet up with my poly friends after work last evening (Saturday).. Adeline.. the birthday girl's treat.. had our dinner at Lemon Grass.. the one at Heeren.. Thai food.. hmm.. ok loh.. been quite some time since i touch Thai food.. quite nice i would say.. cost a bomb too.. more than what i paid at CPK.. hehehe.. wanted to relax at TCC Cineleisure.. but it's kind of crowded.. move over to TCC Paradiz.. not a very good encounter there.. kind of unpleasant.. went to play pool at Snookerium at the basement.. well.. kind of lousy.. keep losing.. well.. i'm not really that good anyway.. hahaha.. of course i'll lose.. went to MacDonald ECP after that.. sat there.. continue to talk cock again.. planned to go Sunset Bay this morning.. but the response is quite poor.. give up the idea.. sad.. thought of getting myself tanned again during this weekend.. cannot liao.. nevermind.. still got other chance.. ok.. i'm typing this for more than an hour.. was chatting and writing this at the same time.. planned to meet up with the guys again in the afternoon.. but still don't have any confirmation yet.. just rot at home for the time being.. my earliest blog entry so far.. time now is 14.11hr Singapore.. got to finish this and go for my lunch.. my dad just finish cooking the noodle.. kind of full at the moment.. had quite a late breakfast just now.. oh yah.. almost forgotten.. i won the feat against pineapple rice at Lemon Grass last night.. haha.. successfully clinched my title at the King of Rice again.. hmm.. no pineapple rice for me for these coming weeks.. hahaha.. TaKe CaRE!! anyone have medicine for the heart? my heart is bleeding.. walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/08/2004 12:54:00 PM
[Bloody..]
hee.. sounds gruesome right?? not till that extend i guess.. was quite a bloody day for me.. upon alighted from the company bus.. went straight to toilet to wash up a bit before start work (standard procedure everyday liao..). was welcome by my bloodshot eyes.. can't believe it actually.. wash my face again.. still so bloody.. went back to work.. accidentally cut my finger when i was pulling out a staple.. don't know why i do it.. saw the pointed part, i still press my finger down.. tired i guess.. then the whole part is like inside my finger.. lucky it's not that deep.. third incident.. shortly after the previous.. went to check some rejected goods.. got cut unknowingly.. wanted to wash the wound.. cause, it keep bleeding.. should be quite a deep cut.. but the QA Engineering Assistant keep talking.. explaining why i have to do the process.. do this.. do that.. and my finger is still bleeding.. cannot find anything to wipe.. quickly end the whole conversation.. went to the toilet to wash.. my bloodshot eyes still there.. sian.. i think i really need a long break.. this coming weekend looks good initially.. but somehow spoilt.. have to work full shift on Saturday.. argh!!! going mad.. well.. talk about last Sunday.. went out for dinner with my poly friends.. giving them a treat at California Pizza Kitchen.. so many of them turn up.. really felt very happy.. food were nice.. ordered quite a lot of stuffs.. can't really remember much.. but sure i will remember the Tiramisu.. yeah.. i just love to eat it.. so delicious.. birthday cake cutting.. they keep trying to force my face into the cake.. luckily i've learn my lesson during my 21st birthday years ago.. didn't really manage to "kiss" the cake.. hahaha.. really enjoy the whole dinner.. oh yah.. they bought me a watch.. quite surprise.. i've been planning to get one after i get my pay this month.. looks like i don't need to get one liao.. hehehe.. truely, i never disclose to anyone of them that i wanted to get myself one.. that's why i'm a bit stunned when i saw the present.. here's my deep felt Thanks!!! went to Embargo after the dinner.. sit down there.. keep on crapping.. planning for next week outing.. another treat mah.. but definitely is not me again.. hahaha.. another friend treating.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!!! a.k.a sumo a.k.a the one who can laugh till cry.. hehehe.. most probably meet them straight after work on Saturday loh.. another words.. sian... not because meeting them.. is because.. haiz.. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday can be summarize together.. because they are basically spend in the same way.. wake up.. go work.. read the clock saying 5.30pm.. head turn down.. work again.. read clock again.. 7.00pm.. ok.. can go home liao.. yeah.. bored right?? can someone pull me out of this monotonous routine?? get me another job.. some job that is at least near where i stay.. not Boon Lay or Tuas.. thinking that i don't have to wake up early after i ORD.. but i was wrong.. if this is the case.. i rather go to camp.. hahaha.. at least there are fun and laughters in camp with people around the same age group.. whereas at the age of 25.. i'm the youngest permanent employee in my department.. see my hand?? if you can't, i've already drowned.. if you can, please lend me a helping hand.. maybe give me a thousand a month.. i'll help you do nothing for free.. how about that?? hehehe.. hmm.. looks like i've been complaining a lot in this post.. hehehe.. at least this is one healthy way to release pended up pressure mah.. letting out the steam through words.. the As, Bs and Cs.. hmm.. i'm talking nonsense again.. haiz.. i should be happy.. because tomorrow is Pay Day!! but it almost means Clear My Unsettle Bills Day.. who want to lend a helping hand here?? doubt so.. bAbY said she is not sensitive to age.. hmm.. alright loh.. then you want me to help you advertise?? hehehe.. who is bAbY ar? you people must be wondering.. don't let your imagination run wild.. she is the person who taught me the ropes to weblogging.. the one who lead me to create this little space of mine.. and she is my One and Only Er Shi Xiong!!! hahaha.. don't understand?? go and watch Journey to The West loh.. hehehehe.. :p hmm.. feel like editing my blog design.. but quite lazy to do it.. moreover, not much time to spare.. really need a long long break away from the daily routine.. currently considering whether should i take up bank loan to further my study next year.. which will also means adding another piece of financial burden onto me.. but i do not want to drag the plan for too long.. i've being a procrastinating person for too long.. i know what will happen, if i keep on doing it.. that's why i have to push myself.. headache sia.. hmm.. shall end here.. still have to take my shower before sleep.. help my friend burn her CD.. read some news articles.. and also clear my bills.. thanks for your time.. :) TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/04/2004 09:58:00 PM
[hmm..]
well.. going to town later.. having dinner with my bunch of poly friends.. some who i haven't meet for quite a while.. still have a bit of time to blog.. shall not dwell into my work stuffs.. it's just so.. er.. *zip* Friday.. yeah.. it's weekend.. it's also my birthday.. one more year older.. am i happy about that? i don't really know.. meet up with my buddies at Alexandra Village for dinner.. Stringrays, Prime Ribs, Prawn Pasted Chicken, Sambal Kang Kong, Stuffed Fish Fritters, Fu Yong Egg and Prawn Rolls.. yummy delicious.. haven't been patronising this stall for a long time.. and the foods are still so nice.. move over to Boat Quay to continue the night's event.. welcome by a 1/2 yard of beer.. more to follow through the night.. the list goes like this.. 04 x Tequila neat 08 x Sumbuca (sp?) neat 01 x Monster 02 x white ball 04 x black ball hahaha.. wonder what are the last 2 things right? well.. was playing pool with them while i'm still half-concious.. kind of lucky to win them in such state.. hahaha.. luck is on my side that night my friends.. :D luckily i was not dead drunk by the end of everything.. still manage to get into my house without waking anyone up.. quite late liao.. hope i won't be repeating this sequel again for my next birthday.. it's a killer.. woke up some time after 11am.. still suffering for mild hangover.. if not for the green tea and orange last night, it could be worse.. don't feel like doing anything in such state.. slack the whole day away.. since i quite good at that.. only will be better if i got someone to accompany.. well.. thinking too much again.. i was thinking.. should i link my friends' weblog here too?? hmm.. probably to so after asking them.. hee.. shouldn't be difficult i guess.. after all.. i have to respect their own privacy too.. 每天爱你多一些 Jacky Cheung's song.. kind of old.. just like me.. but at least it's still so soothing to listen again.. although i'm not good at cantonese.. but in music, language holds no barrier.. slowly, words by words.. the understanding will be there.. i like the title of the song.. To Love You A Bit More Everyday.. rather than giving it all out in the first place.. why not hold back some.. giving it out bit by bit, treating everyday as the 1st date?? well.. i'm at my rubbish theory again.. hee... :p still got an hour before i head down to town.. should i go there early?? that means roaming around that area alone for nearly an hour.. or just wait for the time to pass by me.. hmm.. decision making again.. skip that! hahaha.. really miss my school days.. pleasant moments are always so quick.. realise it is gone when looking back again.. this is something we bound to do when we move forward.. trying to reminisce the good old days.. bAby said something like this on her blog.. "What will my 2* give me?" hee.. since age is a a sensitive topic to women.. i shall change the second digit into an asterisk.. back to the question.. hmm.. this is quite a interesting question to ask someone or even ourselves.. instead of asking what the coming year will provide us.. why not ask ourselves, what can we do to make this coming year even better than the one that had just passed?? normally no one would really go deep into something like that.. we would just live each day at a time.. i'm also someone like this.. you can say i'm not someone with far sight.. i'm just one.. i'm just trying to be practical.. don't really bother to set resolutions.. but targets.. not a lot.. but just a couple.. so that when things collapse on me.. i still have enough space to fall back on.. let says.. money is important.. but there are more important things than money out there.. don't just chase after financial stability blindly.. look around.. there are sure something else to make you happier than chasing papers, papers and papers.. oh yah.. forget that the new S$10 notes are make of rubber.. hehehe.. :p well.. the above few paragraghs are another bunch of rubbishes by the one and only me.. my own views and ideas.. whoever disagree with that.. can always try to rebuke me.. i will try my best to entertain all challenges.. winning or losing doesn't really matter much to me.. literal debating will be quite fun.. hopefully the tagboard will be back soon.. must be some maintenance at the server again.. wonder which will be next? enough of say.. got to prepare myself for the dinner gathering liao.. last but not least.. Happy Belated Birthday to ME!!! hahaha.. TaKe CaRE!! walkingtarts awake and ranted on 8/01/2004 03:51:00 PM |
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