Life is just full of failures.. not forgetting success..
whereas success, which we only care about
enjoying most of the times..
Failures is where we could learnt more..

My life.. encounters numbers of failures..

Lost my use of left ear since young.. but does it
matter that much? it did handicapped me some way
or another.. still i lead a normal life like anyone else..
i'm not walking my life with "I"M A HANDICAPPED" on
my forehead..

My education.. this is what i felt pain the most..
it's no use saying "What if" now.. what i've done
to become what i'm now.. the greatest nemesis of
my life is Laziness.. easily lose concentration..
feel so sorry for my parents.. they have been through
all these years.. hoping their children will grow up, be
successful.. not giving them more burden that they are
still carrying on their shoulders..
what have i gave them? nothing much yet.. only
poor results and extra years of studying..
for this.. hopefully i could really make them proud soon,
one day.. the day i could say i've succeed in current
objective.. which i will not disclose..

ah... Relationship.. great isn't it? sweet o' memories..
so sweet, yet so bitter.. true?
or only i'm the only one to felt this way?
cannot be right??
got into my 1st ever relationship at the age of 21..
still remember the date, day, time, place tt i've met
her.. knowing i shouldn't step into this path..
knowing that this may not be lasting.. perhaps, just like
my previous posting.. i'm hopelessly naive and ignorant..
like a common saying i've always heard..
"Make it Short and Sweet"
it's really so short.. and sweet.. not forgetting the lasting
taste of bitterness degraded into the whole of me on
Valentine's Day.. perfect setting.. as if in a movie..
it just happen.. i cried.. i felt tt pain in me.. the kind
with so much force is used to squeeze one's heart out..
painful? definitely.........
after tt.. it's all the misses in life.. rejections..
how many? i've lost count.. not good looking?
not speaking out? might be these reasons..
but.. life still goes on.. :P

Failure occurs.. what really important is to accept it
wholeheartedly.. to learn.. to accept..

Today's posting seems a little heavy..
what to do? i'm jus being my negatively optimistic
character.. :)



walkingtarts awake and ranted on 12/29/2003 11:44:00 PM

a simpleton who dislike living within normalcy.


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