Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Happy New Year!! 

Happy New Year!!
hopefully 2004 will be better for everyone of us..

another 40 minutes later..
cheers and partying will go full bloom all over Singapore..
and what am i doing here all alone??
still remember the last time i join in the crowd..
partying.. laughing.. making a fool of ourselves..
is during 1999.. that's 4 years ago..

after which.. 2000.. i was stuck in a MRT..
only one station away from my destination..
got hold at the station (Woodland) for around 30 mins..
not forgetting the mental torturing moment of hearing
the same song (Moment of Magic) goes on the public announcement
system over and over again during the whole stop..
that doesn't end the night..
follow my friends to queue for the "Hello Kitty..
there was this craze back then..
everyone goes mad over the 2 mouthless cats..

2001 is a plain affair..
didn't go anywhere..
just got back from chalet..
staying at home..
while my "then" girlfriend was partying with her friends..
only to be call out for supper by my friends..

forgotten how i spend my 2002..
only remember it's just 4 days after i got enlisted in the army..
with my fresh crew cut on my head..
and light and cooling all the time..
hahaha.. once in a lifetime experience..
cause i wouldn't get another cut of this
style in the future.. unless i'm out of my mind..

2003.. my 1st ever New Year spend out of Singapore..
was in Thailand for my National Service..
plan to go Bangkok for my party..
only to end up in camp.. drinking with a couple of friends..
due to lack of personal fund..
hahaha.. poor fund management..

finally back in Singapore this year..
but seems to lose the enthusiasm for partying..
can't really say i'm too old for such fun..
take a look in the partying crowd every year..
people from all works of life.. joining the fun..
regardless of race, language or religion..
(sounds like our Pledge huh?) :p
just wanted to tone down my lifestyle..
been partying, drinking and slacking through
my past few years..
another half a year more.. i'll be finishing my NS..
can't live my life this way anymore.. :)

last but not least..
on this joyous occasion..
i wish everyone a
Happy Happy New Year!!!
may all your possible wishes come true!!
:)


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 12/31/2003 11:44:00 PM
Monday, December 29, 2003

Failures.. 

Life is just full of failures.. not forgetting success..
whereas success, which we only care about
enjoying most of the times..
Failures is where we could learnt more..

My life.. encounters numbers of failures..

Lost my use of left ear since young.. but does it
matter that much? it did handicapped me some way
or another.. still i lead a normal life like anyone else..
i'm not walking my life with "I"M A HANDICAPPED" on
my forehead..

My education.. this is what i felt pain the most..
it's no use saying "What if" now.. what i've done
to become what i'm now.. the greatest nemesis of
my life is Laziness.. easily lose concentration..
feel so sorry for my parents.. they have been through
all these years.. hoping their children will grow up, be
successful.. not giving them more burden that they are
still carrying on their shoulders..
what have i gave them? nothing much yet.. only
poor results and extra years of studying..
for this.. hopefully i could really make them proud soon,
one day.. the day i could say i've succeed in current
objective.. which i will not disclose..

ah... Relationship.. great isn't it? sweet o' memories..
so sweet, yet so bitter.. true?
or only i'm the only one to felt this way?
cannot be right??
got into my 1st ever relationship at the age of 21..
still remember the date, day, time, place tt i've met
her.. knowing i shouldn't step into this path..
knowing that this may not be lasting.. perhaps, just like
my previous posting.. i'm hopelessly naive and ignorant..
like a common saying i've always heard..
"Make it Short and Sweet"
it's really so short.. and sweet.. not forgetting the lasting
taste of bitterness degraded into the whole of me on
Valentine's Day.. perfect setting.. as if in a movie..
it just happen.. i cried.. i felt tt pain in me.. the kind
with so much force is used to squeeze one's heart out..
painful? definitely.........
after tt.. it's all the misses in life.. rejections..
how many? i've lost count.. not good looking?
not speaking out? might be these reasons..
but.. life still goes on.. :P

Failure occurs.. what really important is to accept it
wholeheartedly.. to learn.. to accept..

Today's posting seems a little heavy..
what to do? i'm jus being my negatively optimistic
character.. :)



walkingtarts awake and ranted on 12/29/2003 11:44:00 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2003

SoMetHiNg tO gEt tiS GoiNg.. 

You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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am i really like this?
perhaps.. some of me..


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 12/28/2003 06:09:00 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2003

Getting Start.. 

everyone have a start in many things..
here, i took my start in BLOG..
introduce to this interesting thing by a friend..
someone who i've known for 4 yrs.. and still haven't met..
really enjoy reading her blogs..
something else to satisfy my lastest crave for reading
besides my book.. (currently reading "Tuesdays With Morrie")

actually, i'm not much a book lover..
never really read much during my younger days..
i pick up this habit during my lengthly stay abroad..
been away from my family and friends..
need to find something to occupy my free time..
Books is the last thing to come into my mind..
but, it really works..
to get it started.. always find one that interest you..
because a book that won't interest you..
will only work on you like a sleeping pill..

2004 is near..
going 25 soon..
for goodness sake.. i've lived a quarter century on this planet
unknowningly, i've step into adulthood...
but still.. i never thought of myself as one..
perhaps occasionally.. did i?
adulthood.. let me take each step at a time..
to make everyday my teacher in life..

on this final hour of Christmas 2003..
i've let my BLOG begin..
hope this is not the one and only.. :)

-=-iF toDaY wAs PeRfEcT, tHeRe wOuLd bE nO NeEd fOr tOmOrRoW-=-


walkingtarts awake and ranted on 12/25/2003 11:00:00 PM
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